Maya,
My sweet maya.
The betrayal you've engrained into my heart pains me day after day,
Plaguing my mind with the horrendous thoughts of you with another man.Words cannot express the love I felt for you,
Neither can they express the pain I feel in what is left of my heart.I gave my life for you,
I gave my all for you,
I gave my heart to you,
And I gave you the child I thought was mine.The anger I feel at this moment is deafening,
Burning slowly at my heart,
And eating at my soul.The love I felt for you is dead.
Buried behind the feelings of hate and resentment towards the man I thought I knew.The man I knew my whole life,
Cared and adored for,
Is the father of that child.That beautiful child I thought was mine.
The child I cried for,
The child I tucked into bed at night,
And the child I loved.But that child I have now come to know,
Is no child of mine.
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No Child of Mine
PoetryA poem about a man writing to his wife, attempting to come to terms with funding that his son isn't his own.