Can you hear me there baby?
Can you hear mommy?
Can you feel how much I love and cherish you?
Can you see our garden?
I tended it personally so that you could play there someday. I filled it with lush green grasses to protect you if ever you fall. I also planted flowers you can pick and give to your first crush. It will be visited by butterflies to answer your queries and expand your knowledge.
See that?
It is a big tree with a house on it. Daddy also made a swing so you can play with your friends. Dad is very excited because he wants to go on a camp with you. Near that tree which you can climb and enjoy its fruits during May.
Oh! I almost forgot! This is our kitchen...
This is where I'll cook for you. I'll cook the foods you want to eat. All the cookings by Mommy will be filled with love because it is for you, my baby. I will cook porridge when you get sick and even give you soup when go home drunk someday.
Daddy is really excited for your coming..
He said that he will teach you to play basketball and football so you can go with your friends. He even requested to provide a court but our lot is not enough so we decided to attach a ring to the tree I pointed a while ago. He wants to teach you the guitar also. Have I told you before that daddy is musically inclined? He will also teach you the drums, violin, ukelele, bongo, or any instrument that you want. Daddy can learn them for you.
Me?
I'll teach you your lesons, your first words, and help you with fashion. I'll also capture your first steps, first feeding, and even the first word that you utter. If you want. Mommy can teach you how to cook, how to tend the garden, and even sing. If you need it, I'll also teach you how to dance even if I can't. I'll go to school with you and support every presentation that you have. I'll teach you how to pray, how to act properly and guide you to be as gentle as Daddy. To be as calm as the waves, to be as cheerful as the sun, and to be as bright as the star, that is what I want. I want the best for you.
I want to be the one who will bathe you, take care of you, love you, and change your diaper whenever you poop. I can even drive you to school or buy a bouquet for your prom date someday. I will provide food for your friends when you invite them over. I will be the best mother-in-law to your future wife and a generous grandma to your offsprings. I will treat them as I have treated you when you were younger.
I will watch your games everytime with a water bottle and a towel beside me. I'll help you choose a song when you want to court someone. Together with Daddy, we will give you tips on how to make her yours. I will shop new clothes for you to impress her but most of all, I will help you to be you. Showing her what you've got is not enough. Knowing who you are and what you can do, showing her the true you, maximizing your personality and honing your talents can help you through. But still, I want to be the first woman to occupy your heart and the one you will love.
Do you wanna see your room?
It contains your crib, and toys you will play with. We painted your room blue and yellow, a must for a baby boy like you. I also provided books for you to read when you grow up and a play house that is covered with car stickers. A small slide wherein you can play with your friends. A small sturdy table to use when you're studying. A cabinet with clothes you'll wear when we go out and even the ones you'll wear during normal days.
Oh it's your shoe. It is my favorite item of yours. It will be the one to protect your feet from harm, it will keep your feet clean, and it will take you to many places. Just like Mommy. I'll protect you...
Maybe you will be a basketball star player....
Or an artist?...
Maybe a soldier...
Or you can be as plain as Mommy's baby....
If only... If only you can stay with us. If only you can be with us just for a year, a month, a week, or even just a day.
I wish I can see you smile and hear your laugh or cry. I want to hear your voice. I want to lift you in my arms. I want to craddle you and sing a lullaby for you too. We have so many things in mind for you. So many plans, so many wants, so many places to visit, so many things to do...
If only you could stay. I want to see your face.. even just for a second. I want you to feel my love and warmth. I love you so much.
I understand that God is in need of angels and that you are one of them.
I love you so much honey. Just wait. Wait for me. Mommy will go there just to see you. Mommy loves you so much. See you soon baby.
