♡ His Drug♡

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" Chris, this is the last time i'll ask. Where were you last night, i stayed up till 3 in the morning and you still weren't here!" I follow Chris around the house as he's frantically looking for his vape.

"Gem! For Gods sake! Could you shutup! Im trying to look for my shit and your distracting me with all your talking and nonsense . I just told you i stayed at Marcus's house last night" He tossed the sheets off the bed that I had just finished making, patting down the mattress, still looking for that stupid vape.

"I called Marcus last night Chris! You were not there! As a matter of fact... Just get out now.! Im tired of your lying, your disrespect towards me, all these late nights out and your dumb vape addiction! You care about that thing more than me! Get out! Get out now!" I open the bedroom door for him, then proceed to the closet to get his things.

"What! You can't kick me out Gem, This is our house!" He stomped over, snatching my arm up, his finger nails digging into my skin.

"Get off of me Chris! This is my home. I bought it with the money that i had to work hard and slave for, while you sat up in your moms house doing nothing but leeching off of her. Get out now before i put you out!" i open the drawer and grab the vape hes been looking for along with the others, and tossing them to him.

"Gem, please! Im sorry. You know me, i just needed to hit my vape a few times and then ill be alright, i was stressing out. I didnt mean to yell at you or be rude ...i just- i wasn't thinking" I crossed my arms as he pleaded me, but i was already over it. I've had enough.

" Do i have to see you out the door...or can you get there yourself" He sighed. looking at me and then grabbing the vapes or the floor.

"Can i atleast get my clothes" I looked at him and laughed

" Those are my clothes, i paid for them. But since im so nice. Take all the jeans and underwear, leave the sweatpants, hoodies and the shoes. You have till the time i get out of the shower to get your stuff packed and out of my house." I grabbed a towel and head to the bathroom, turning on the shower and adjusting it to my desired temperature. I sit ontop of the toilet lid, with my hand under my chin and let out a long sigh.

Its hard to give up your first love, but i thought long and hard about my decision last night and I had to make this happen! Hearing his apologies and dealing with his lies. Im fed up with everything.

Nothing is the same as it was before. We were a happy couple, eveything worked out perfect,but now hes just....different i dont know what changed.

I shook my head, reaching in the bathroom cabinet and grabbing my vape, taking a couple of hits.

Dont get me wrong im not against vaping...but i was mostly pressured into doing vaping one night when some of Chris's friends came over and told me i was lame and he should dump me if i didnt do so. I was an idiot in love back then so i did anything for him. Then it kinda just stuck with me. Im not an addict like Chris... i just kinda do it for the taste, or the cool tricks you can do with it.

I finally strip and hop into the shower, letting the hot water soothe my mind...and i mean that water was freaking hot..but i set there and dealt with it. I promise you the girls that get it, get it. I stayed in the shower for about an hour. Half of the time is was washing down and, the rest of the time i was just letting the water run down on me.

I got out of the shower put my bonet on and wrapped myself in my towel, i slipped on my slippers and put my face mask on then headed to my bed.

Now the plan was to air dry and then put on clothes, but lets be honest no one ever really does what they plan. I literally sat on the bed, watching tiktoks for a good thirty minutes, hurting my lungs at how funny they were.