I didn't mean to k!ll him...

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⚠️ TW (m*rder, kn!fes, bl••d etc) ⚠️

I didn't mean to kill him...
of course I didn't,
I mean we were so close...
Yeah we argued, but we were best friends after all..
But I loved him.
He didn't love me back.
Not in the way I wanted him to anyways.
He wanted her.
I didn't mean to kill him...
But I don't regret it.
He was dead.
But I was too...
Maybe not in the way he is
But...
It's like a part of me died with him.
I wanted him here
Comforting me
Holding me in his arms...
But...
Knowing I was the last person he talked to-
It was almost worth the longing and the pain.
I didn't mean to kill him...
But what can I do?
His skin...
It was still warm...
I held his hand for one last second...
The blood from where the knife once was
dripped down my arm...
I didn't care.
I was finally happy.
Cause just as someone once said...
"If I can't have you...no one can".

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