"Why am i always thinking about you?"
"He is just a friend." I don't know how many times i tell myself that.You can't feel that way,it will hurt you,eventually,in the end.But then i picture him,smiling at me through the doorway,waiting for me.I don't even know if he shares the same feelings as i do.I am afraid i will mess everything up,but i want to tell him everything,all the things that could mess up our friendship."Stop.Stop."I tell myself again before the school bell rings,breaking into my reverie.
"Hey,Y/n!"someone calls in the hallway.I turn around,clearly knowing who it was.Now wasn't the time."Hey Jisung..."I mutter."What's wrong Y/n?"he asks."Are you okay?"It was usual of him to worry about me like that."No...I was just thinking about-" I tried to say you but before i could finish my sentence,Han's friends came and told him to join them."I'll see you after school,okay Y/n?"he asks.I nod slowly and wave him goodbye.
"Hey thinking about him again?"Someone asks me from behind.It was of course,the class bully,Yeonji.She was always trying to get on my bad side."You know,Y/n,he won't like a quiet, bookworm like you.He's popular,like me.So-"She slowly puts a hand on my shoulder."So,I-" Suddenly Han came out of the blue and slapped Yeonji's hand off my shoulder."You shut up before I do anything serious.LEAVE HER ALONE." Yeonji stares at both of us and then stomps away out of sight.
"Han,you didn't need to do that..."I say as he looks my way."She gets on my nerve.Anyways,are you okay?"he asks again.I nod."Weren't you with your friends?"He smiles and hands me a book."I forgot to return you this."
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Han smiles and loosens his tie,running a hand through his hair.I look up at his face from where I am sitting,and I feel myself slowly smiling.I thought,"I can't lose somebody like him.Who knows when I'll come across someone like him ever again? "He looks at me and I am caught off guard."Why are you...staring at me like that?"he enquires."Ah...I am handsome,isn't it?" I laugh.He always says that.But I still laugh every time,i don't know why..."Let's go home,Y/n!It's getting cold already."
Weirdly it's already snowing in early November.I really hate the cold and i already was shivering even before we were halfway home.Maybe Han noticed because he stops in his tracks and takes off his sweater."Here Y/n.You are going to turn into a popsicle,"he laughs,but i can hear the tremble in his voice.I anyhow laugh at his joke and take his sweater."Thanks...but won't you be cold?"He folds his arms and smiles assuringly."I'll be okay as long as you are."
I slowly wear his sweater,as he waits for me."Hey,"I say as i take off my woollen scarf."Wait up.This will make us even."I look at him and slowly wrap the scarf around his neck.He stared at me and seemed to blush a little.As i finish he slowly smiles and leans closer and closer to my face...
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"I know I loved you"
FanfictionIt's the start of it all,or is it already the end? What do you know about love? It hurts you,and it never heals. It scars.