luv letters (DISCONTINUED)

u didnt write back

there wasn't a note today.

george was pretty bummed out, but shook it off and went home.

george texted tyler saying that he didn't want to meet up and talk anymore. he changed his mind and decided that he didn't want to hear anything he had to say.

he didn't know why, but he had a bad feeling gut feeling and figured it was the whole tyler situation.

the next day there wasn't a note again.

that bad gut feeling didn't go away either.

thursday morning, he went to school a little late but was able to hang out with his friends before class.

he noticed dream wasn't talking to him as much. almost like he's avoiding him?

george was a little worried. what happened? did he do something wrong?

he talked to sapnap about it during class.

"oh really?" sapnap asked, surprised by the information, "we hung out yesterday after school and he seemed fine to me."

george stomach dropped.

that damn gut feeling was getting worse.

so there was something wrong then?

sapnap noticed george's state, "i-i mean maybe it's something else! don't worry about it, gogy! i'm sure he'll come around."

"it kind of sounds like he's been avoiding me... he hasn't asked me to hang out and doesn't stop by my locker after school anymore to give me a ride. i've had to walk home these past few days." he sighed.

he felt like crying. his best friend was avoiding him and he didn't know what to do about it.

what did he do wrong?

he put his head down and closed his eyes.

sapnap pat his back, "i'll talk to him about it." he whispered, noticing that the class was quiet.

george just nodded while keeping his head down.

after about 10 minutes, he got up and asked to used the bathroom.

his stomach started to hurt.

that bad gut feeling was really messing with him.

he quickly went to the bathroom and immediately went in a stall.

he felt his face get hot and his throat hurt like there was a lump in it.

his heart rate increased and he felt his muscles tense.

at first he thought he was about to have a panic attack but realized it was a breakdown.

he tried to calm himself down, breathing in and out, but that wasn't working. he covered his eyes with the palms of his hands to stop the tears, but it wasn't working either.

he decided to just let it happen, hoping no one would walk in on him crying since he wasn't exactly being quite about it and because he forgot to lock the door.

sometimes letting everything out helps. sometimes it's okay to cry and get sad.

but he didn't want to be sad. he didn't want to cry. he hated this feeling. he felt his anxiety rise and wanted to just go home and be by himself.

he felt his heart rate rise even more too when he heard the bathroom door open.

"hello?" the voice said.

george couldn't hold it in. as much as he didn't want someone to know he was crying in the stall, he couldn't keep himself together.

the person walked closer and opened his stall.

he took his hands away from his eyes and looked up to see no other than dream himself. just his luck,
huh?

"oh my god, george?" dream said. he had a sorrowful look on his face. he went back to the door to lock the bathroom door and immediately went back to george.

he sat down next to him and pulled him into a hug.

trying to get him closer, he pulled george into his lap and hugged him tight, rubbing his back and cooed small "it's okay"s, trying to calm him down.

this just made george cry more. of course it was dream who had to walk in on him crying.

dream tried to get george to face him but he would just shake his head and rest it back on dream's shoulder.

dream stayed there with george until he calmed down. he didn't care how much trouble he would get into because of how long it was taking in the bathroom. he just wanted help him feel better and know what was going on.