a big change

2 - a new start

When boyfriend went to try and go to bed, he felt like he didn't need too. If he didn't have a reason to wake in the morning, why even try and sleep the pain away just to wake back up into it.

Boyfriend felt almost nothing anymore. He felt like he had turned into a new person.

Shit, did he like not caring.

Either he was super depressed and felt like nothing mattered, or he had just given up and he realized he didn't need to care.

It was amazing.

Boyfriend laid in bed for a while before his eyes started to close. He wanted to stay up. There wasn't really a point in sleeping or waking up. But maybe if he slept, he would feel the same when he awoke.

The next day, boyfriend woke up to the sun in his face. His alarm going off in less then a minute after he opened his eyes to the sunset in the morning.

He pressed dismiss on his phone and sat up. Boyfriend yawned as he covered his mouth with his hand. He threw his legs off the bed and grabbed his shoes. He put them on and walked over to his closet. Boyfriend looked down to his wrist after remembering what he did last night. He sighed before looking for a hoodie. He grabbed the first one he saw.

It was a dark gray hoodie with the letters 'jb' sewen into the front. He didn't remember buying it, but who cares.

Boyfriend put the hood on and put his hands in the pockets. It was a nice hoodie, soft too. So this was the perfect thing to wear to school.

The ground outside was still covered in snow, so he would have a hell of a hard time walking in the snow to school, but that didn't matter. nothing mattered.

Boyfriend knew that he was gonna need to try and go to the store for clothing after school. He didn't get an allowance, but his parents made so much fucking money that his mom definitely wouldn't notice if he took a few hundred.

He always wanted to take money from his mom's purse, but since his dad loves to punch him in the face, boyfriend was too afraid too. But with his emotions forever gone, he didn't care anymore.

After getting fully ready to leave, his headphones in his hand as he walked down the stairs. His mom was in the kitchen washing dishes, and his dad was sitting at the table. Boyfriend was about to look away, only to see his mom walk by his dad, he then slapped her on the ass. Boyfriend was confused.

His mom giggled as she sat down backwards on his dads lap, her face to his. Boyfriend shuddered as he went into the living room. He soon spotted his moms purse on the couch.

Boyfriend walked over and grabbed the bag, opening it and grabbing her wallet that was right on top. Boyfriend unzipped it and grimaced as he moved a couple condoms out of the way to grab some money. There was atleast two thousand in hundreds. Boyfriend grabbed four hundred dollar bills and closed up the wallet and purse to cover his tracks.

Boyfriend didn't even bother to say anything when he walked out the door. His mom tried to say bye, but she was to busy dry humping his dad to even finish her sentence.

Fucking horrible.

While boyfriend walked to school, he remembered that he had almost every class with pico. What the hell was he gonna do, talk to him, ignore him, or just plan dont even acknowledge him at all, meaning don't make any eye contact. It was confusing. Boyfriend realized he didn't care.

He made it to school after not to long. It was a nice cold walk. Boyfriend walked to his first class when the bell rung. He made it to the school in a matter of seconds before the bell.