Heart in throat, and stomach turning every second. What was this? My heart was heavy but not in sorrow. Moods lightening and thoughts clearing were occuring at every corner. Am I sick? Am I dying? The world seems to be spinning at a smoother pace.. but why? I can't comprehend this. I'm unable to speak a word Infront of him, why him? Is he special to me? Someone I would admire? I've barely spoken to him, yet I feel like my whole mind revolves around him. I can't help to stare, and watch in silence. I'm always so close, yet so far. My heart beats so fast at the thought of ever talking to him, I really can't take this new emotion in. I'm sure he has no interest in me, but I can't help it.
