Devious women

1. He falls inlove with the devil

"When a sinister person means to be your enemy, They always start by trying to become your friend."-William Blake

          I remember the first day I spotted that man in my world...
He was Tall,Dark,and he seemed to be very outgoing yet shy.I was in love with someone at the time but that man caught my attention.

   I thought it was wrong for me to be in love but find another man attractive.Who would've thought that man would change my life forever.

      I had my love who loved me so dearly so why was I always thinking about this Man who I've never had a conversation with..a Man who didn't even know my name nor did I know his.

But I always caught myself thinking about this man.I was always thinking about how are first conversations would go...if we was to kiss how that would go and if we hugged and he held me how that would go.

I think I'm in love with that man.

In that moment I knew I wasn't in love with my love anymore.but I needed him so I just couldn't get up and leave him.

Maybe if I got him to leave me then I could go be with that man who didn't even know my name.

It's stupid.

But I'm in love...I thought of ways to get my love to leave me.And as I began to think I start thinking about how trashy our relationship was.he didn't have time for me at all,he put his hands on me from time to time when something made him angry.

But I continue to love him or better yet I started to use him.

I would go to clubs meeting guys and taking them back to hotels that I would buy with My "loves" card.Me and the man would have sex and after they would give me money and I was genuinely ok with that.

       I was ok with it because at the end of the day I was a very beautiful women and I had money.

The men didn't know my name nor did they know what type of life I lived.We only talked for a few minutes and only had sex once and only for fun.

       I never did it with the same man twice that I met at clubs.

I would always stay and make them leave and then I'll go home early in the morning.See My "Love" thought every hotel was just business.

I am CEO of a cosmetic company.

So He never thought much about it not even once.He trusted me because when I'm around him I act like I'm submissive. I do everything he tells me to do; I cook, I clean,he know every password I have.So he trust me a lot.

          I once caught him cheating. I didn't care about it not even a little but I cried every single day about it to make him feel bad about his self.

I wanted him to pity me.
And he did...

Weeks went by and I never seen That man again it was truly making me sad. I would go to the place that I first seen him I would wait for hours.Hoping that I would met him again.

    This time I'll talk to that man but I wouldn't even know what to say.I've never felt this way before about a person.

Even with the Man I'm with now he never made me feel this way before.