I wish I really wish that I could be at least first choice just once in my life to not be the second or the third or forth and however meany numbers there are, second thousand thought second billionth life that mattered. They said I'll wait for you I will never in my life leave your side I'd rather die then to not be with you.. that was a lie never believe what anyone tells you it's just lies all the time every single second of day. I confess to myself that i have had the time to think and I have never hated love so much that it physically hurts me so much I throw up, I want to stand up for myself be independent optimistic and show to society we don't need love to survive women are not just made to love, nurture, care for but I have never felt so lonely. he wanted to wait but he waited too long for me that he found another one to give his love and affection too. I've never hated and loved someone to the content that I can feel my heart crying and the second I see him and her together it shatters, many say follow your heart but what peace of it am I meant to follow if it's in a thousand peaces.
- from the lovers and lovers friend and too lost lover and trusted friend.
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Short Storyhow many people might relate to these little life story's just in the moment feelings to help cope with the emotional consequences of not hiding away from the world. Feel free to comment your own story's I'll read all of them <3 x
