Dear Diary (my diary lol)

Sarurday november 4th

Ok now I've been away soooo long but lemme catch you up real quick .

Our classes got new mixed (means that they created completely new classes .and I hate mine.
There are 4 COUPLES
and all the other people are literally like those popular shitheads ahhhhh .

School is super hard now . But for some reason I managed to only write As in the first exam wave , which stresses me out cause now I need academic validation.🤪
And I don't think I'll be able to write As now in the second exam wave .

I literally only have 1 friend in the new class and , it gets better.
Guess who is also in that class.
Jackie and her boyfriend (let's call him Randy)
Which is the worst cause they literally make out in class 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩
Like bro we Still in school you don't gotta shove your hand under her T-Shirt ....

Also for some reason Randy completely hates me 🤪
I think it's cause I write better grades than him
But ok, he always tells me to shut up and everytime the teacher picks me to solve a question he's alway like „omg why's she allowed again"  like shut the fuck up Randy , maybe it's because you never raise your hand and just choose to shout it into the class , WITHOUT  RAISING YOUR HAND

Oh yeah remember that guy I had a little mini crush on last year...
He's in my class now...
And LISTEN
before I didn't like him cause he just gave a fuck bout school and that really isn't attractive,
BUT NOW , I think I'm starting to seriously have a crush on him . Also cause he's getting better in school.
He sits 2 seats next to me and we talk quite a lot, he's very kind and quite funny and he also seems genuinely interested in me .
Sometimes I even think that he may be crushing on me too but that's just my super big ego talking ,
He's just very nice, the other day I was jokingly showing my seat mates (the girl next to me and him) a presentation I made for my parents , titled „what you can give me for Christmas and birthday If you don't have any ideas" and one slide of it was literally just Formula 1 merchandise (cause I love formula 1) and he was like „really ? I didn't know that you were a formula 1 fan. „ and then he went on to ask me if I'd be mad if he said that Red Bull was his favorite team etc.
idk was just cute.
When I told him that I would like to watch Anime but didn't know where to start he told me that he'll think about it and tells me when he knows"
Idk just very cute stuff

Anyways there isn't more except that I'm going to a psychologist now cause I need mental support
Anyway byeeeeee

I'll keep y'all updated