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God knows that my heart couldn't take the torture of seeing him give himself to a woman like her. I could've went and stopped the wedding, but he could've stopped it himself if he wanted to. Our son was still at his grandma's and Jordan was supposed to be back from their honeymoon today. I however was indulged in my "plans". Probably wondering what that was? I'll give you four words, Ice cream. Memories. Pictures. Videos.

Y'all smart. piece it together.

I was in the middle of watching the pictures and videos of when he gave me the promise ring that I still wear. If you told me that the next day we'd break up over a publicity stunt on that night, I wouldn't believe you. If you told me he'd never change the promise ring to an engagement ring and someday a wedding ring, I would say you big capping. I loved him, I still do too.

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The funniest thing about love is that you would find yourself wanting to fight for this person, going through hell and back just for that person to be the same one you sometimes want to drag through hell. The irony in love is so unmatched, and that is why love can be ridiculously hilarious. The comedic experience is not always laughable or enjoyable, sometimes you may even be the reason why there's any sort of comedic relief in the horror story that is a relationship. Why call a relationship a horror story? Isn't it scary to think that one day the person who you want to give your all to can just decide to up and throw it away? No? it isn't frightening to imagine the possibility of a time when you can do nothing but wonder what act you've committed that justifies your partner's infidelity?

The idea of putting all your trust in someone just for them to gamble it all away in a losing streak, makes one want to let out a blood curdling scream and so if to you, love isn't scary...then your thoughts on life really can be considered to resonate in the mind of a five year old.

A cycle, that's what a relationship can be considered as, because when clouded by emotion, love can be a little shaky sometimes, oftentimes strong enough to make you over look situations, but rest assured that the constant factor in a relationship, is that you love this person.

Until you don't

Or at least until you think you don't.

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