When angels wings fall

Releasing whats locked within

This is the last time am putting up with your shit peter!"
  I was having a meltdown, with the calmest but  most venomous voice I drove my message home.
"You went out and fuck and have the audacity to take  home your garbage your dirty little secret and leave it on the kitchen counter for me to see "try this shit again since we into embracing each other and i will wait until you are asleep I will  shit in your fucking  face and   show it to the world on Facebook,"  "and now that you have showed me your truth you will see my reality".
I took my phone from my jacket and place a call two can play this game just that I'm  a far better  player.  The phone rang and I waited until I heard the voice on the other end of the line that was my estacy on the line he always put me on high, "hey can you come and get me in fifteen minutes" then I hang up.
the look on peter's face was priceless looked as if he had hard bone shit stuck up his ass and  diorrehea  spilling from his fucking  mouth, this was priceless this abusive mother fucker just met his  equal  .
"Donna-Marie please, don't do this please". "you really call a man to come and get you, what are going to do with that man"?
  "Please don't go, I did not put the wrapper there for you to see it was a honest mistake please donna-Marie don't go". He was pleading,  begging, crying.
I almost felt sorry for him, I pushed him away hissing my teeth "how dare you?"  you don't know what honesty is ok maybe cause I'ved always been honest and loyal to you your apology  means nada zero shit to me!
you knew it would hurt me and you did it any fucking ways" you went on your randavoo
  " Now Get the fuck away from me I told you if you fuck anybody and  I  find out I going to fuck someone in your presence and not just anyone I'm going to fuck the man that haunts your very existence so today your wish is granted," you thought me to be a joke so I'm going to treat this like a laugh"!
I spoke with disdain and scorn in my voice, I hate this fool standing before me. 
   I went back to my bed room and search my closet I had a hidden compartment that he know nothing about  found it inside a white shoe-box I had a chrome Glock, and some rounds of ammunition,I put this away just about the time I met him. This fool had no idea who he was messing with, he thought I was a easy going timid country girl who doesn't  know how to stand up for herself. Today i'll  prove him wrong he will be introduce to the monster that was safely hidden inside me that he has worked so hard to release. I walked away from a previous lifestyle to settle for some peace and a quiet life but this was what I got. He's going to get it I swear on his life, I'm done, I'm drained, this man has stolen my smiles and replace them with a frown he stole my dreams I felt like I was suffocating. He has to pay for his sins and there's only one way I know how. 
   I have all these emotions stored in my cerebral I don't know how to unleash them or maybe I don't want to, after all I told myself that I can live without emotions but the more I try the more pent up emotions I have it's like I am walking with a power station arm with 10thousands of voltage ready to disburse. Today he will face my wrath even I am scared of myself I can't trust myself when I'm like this I will shoot him at point blank range and not even blink.