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'Shut the door, turn the lights off. I wanna be with you. I wanna feel your love. I wanna lay beside you. I cannot hide this even though I try. Heart beats harder. Time escapes me. Trembling hands touch skin. It makes this harder. And the tears stream down my face. If we could only have this life for one more day. If we could only turn back time. You know I'll be. Your life, your voice, your reason to be. My love, my heart. Is breathing for this. Moment in time. I'll find the words to say. Before you leave me today.'

Dean's POV

Days still past since Jeanine is still in the hospital and I've been with her everyday even Roman and Renee. I was still expecting her to wake up just to see her awake. I was in the cafeteria to get a food until I spot Perrie finding for someone. "Hey Perrie what are you doing here?" I asked. "I uh wanted to visit you're sister. I hear that she got into accident these past days." She said but she is still looking down. "Is there any problem aside from my sister? Looks like you've been crying for months." I said. "I haven't told you guys that Zayn left the band since March then he broke up with me and cancelled our engagement this August. Only my family and some of my trusted friends know this problem and I don't know what to do this anymore. I'm so mess up." She said and started to cry. That son of a bitch. We shouldn't trusted Zayn for months. How the heck did he do this to his girlfriend? They've been dating for almost 3 years then he is going to break up with her like that? Such a jerk. "Want to go to the room and continue to talk about it?" I asked and she nodded her head. Jean's room is almost near in the cafeteria so it wouldn't be the problem if we want to get some food. We entered the room as we saw Roman and Renee are sitting beside Jean. "Take a sit." I said. "So what happened between you and Zayn? And how this affect to you and the boys?" I asked. "Well he said before, he wanted to have a normal life of being a 22 year old until the weeks goes on I realize that he is finding a work for his own which is being a solo artist then he left the band because he is not joining the tour for many days and its because of the contract for the boys. For the past 4 months after he left the band, I still continue to support him in his decisions until the second week of August he texted me that he really wanted to take serious about his career as he was signed into different music company and he said that he wanted to cut off the engagement because he doesn't want any distraction coming from me and I guess that's the right time for him to leave me for once and he didn't even say any message to the boys that we broke up and of course when I tell it to them, they also got hurt because of what he did. They used to be brothers since 2010 until he separated himself to them and it feels like a World War 3 for the fans and him and I don't feel sorry about what he did for us." She explained. "Well for me that's the wrong decision that Zayn made because if a boy loves a girl for nothing then the relationship will be nothing for him. You guys are just engage for many years then he wanted to cut it off for his career? If that is his decision for the first place he should told you earlier than late because the result will be like this, he is having fun for his work while you are sitting in one place being hurt then you are crying your eyes out for that reason even the fans. It also happen to my sister since before I was dropped out in high school and all I can do is comfort her and talked to mom that's why she didn't have a relationship for years until she find the right time and right man for her. So I suggest you that since you two are done with the relationship, all you need to do is give time to fix or heal your heart and find a right time who is right for you okay? Just give yourself a time to think about it. Ya know you can talk to us anytime, we are here for you always and this what friends are for." I said and we both stand up. "Thank you so much Dean, you know your the best. And when Jeanine woke up just tell her that I visited and call me sometimes, she has my number even the others." She said and gave me a hug. "Of course, you can visit sometimes." I said and she nodded. "I gotta go now I have rehearsals. Bye guys!" And we said bye.

'Close the door. Throw the key. Don't wanna be reminded. Don't wanna be seen. Don't wanna be without you. My judgement is clouded. Like tonight's sky. Hands are silent. Voice is numb. Try to scream out my lungs. It makes this harder. And the tears stream down my face. If we could only have this life for one more day. If we could only turn back time. You know I'll be. Your life, your voice, your reason to be. My love, my heart. Is breathing for this. Moment in time. I'll find the words to say. Before you leave me today.'

Roman's POV

Renee and I've been listening to the conversation of Perrie and Dean and I'm still holding Jean's hand. "Do you think Jon's word is related on how Jean has a boyfriend before?" I asked quietly. "Yeah of course it does. I've been knowing Jeanine for ages, I still remember her telling me some stories about her past boyfriend so yeah its kind of related to her." Renee said. Some of the memories flooded in my mind when I was still with Galina and broke up with her then the day that Jeanine and I met on April's birthday as we made a new chapter. I wish she is awake by now. "Hey you okay Joe? You've been crying? Any problem?" She asked in worry. I didn't even notice that I've been crying. "Y-yeah I'm okay, I'm just remembering all my past. Its just hit that much." I said. Then we heard someone knocked on the door and saw the guy outside the door. I give a curious look at Renee then to Dean. "What the hell are you doing here Andrei?! And what do you want?!" Jon bring out his inner Lunatic Fringe. "What? Is it wrong to visit my girlfriend?" He said. So that is Jeanine's boyfriend before? Well this is shit and I'm done with this guy. I stand up from my seat and walk straight to Andrei. His face was priceless when he saw me, he was trying to get out of the room but I close it immediately then Jon went to the door so he won't go out of this room. "So you are the Andrei guy who broke Jeanine's heart?" I asked furiously. "Y-yes I am and w-who are you?" He asked. "Well you are not her boyfriend anymore and she had already moved on. I am her boyfriend Roman Reigns and I'm one of the closest best friend of her brother. So I'm gonna ask you something, are you working with The Wyatt's?" I asked him. "Y-yes I do work with them." He said in fear. "So here's one thing I will tell you, if anyone of you even The Wyatt's come near MY girlfriend, we are going to kill you one by one and we will hunt to death. Understood Andrei?" I said loudly. "Y-yeah." "AND IF you tell The Wyatt's about this, we will hunt you and burn you to death. Now go before my sister woke up and see your disgusting face." Dean spit his inner Lunatic Fringe to Andrei as he lunged him up and he get out of the room. I sigh and go back to the chair where I was seated a while ago as I try to calm myself and praying that Jeanine would wake up. I miss her beautiful smile and all the funny things that we made. I wish you were laying here next to me. I started to fell asleep and some happy thoughts of us flooded through my mind until I was totally relaxed from what happen a while ago. 'Lord please heal her and guide us from challenges.'

'Flashes lights in my mind. Going back to the time. Playing games in the street. Kicking balls with my feet. There's a numb in my toes. Standing close to the edge. There's a pile of my clothes. At the end of your bed. As I feel myself fall. Make a joke of it all. You know I'll be. Your life, your voice, your reason to be. My love, my heart. Is breathing for this. Moment in time. I'll find the words to say. Before you leave me today. You know I'll be. Your life, your voice, your reason to be. My love, my heart. Is breathing for this. Moment in time. I'll find the words to say. Before you leave me today.' -Moments by One Direction

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Last Update:10/03/15



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