Should I Wait?

Prologue

From strangers to being acquaintance.
From acquaintance to being friends.
From friends to being a crush.
From crush to not being able to distinguish where this friendship at.

Now? We hardly ever text each other.

Who would have thought that I will fall hard for you? No matter how hard I try to forget or move on from you, you just keep on popping into my life without you even realizing it. Even now, I try to move forward with my life yet it seems impossible.

Did it hurt me when our bubbly text suddenly become short and dry? Yes, but I understand  because you were busy with your studies and school activities while I was busy with mine. I miss those time where you would just let me rant about everything and the endless bickering.

Did I know that you were probably hurt and pissed when I transferred and decided to tell you a day before I transferred? Of course I know about that but it hurts even more when you decided to not even tell me that you were going abroad for your studies and I had to know from your friends.

I truly did try to move on with new people that I liked but somehow every time I did that, I would just compared them with you. I guess that's just how it is. Not to mention, all of the guys that I had a crush on were similar to your aura and personality. Now, I am battling with myself on whether I should just move on from you or wait for you. Truth be told, I know I should since it has been that long.

The craziest thing was we were never even together at the first place but we acted like we were.

One thing that really hurt me was the fact that both of us broke our pinky promise. As childish as it may seem but you were the one initiate the pinky promise. You once told me that you will never break a promise but we ended up breaking it. Did I blame it on you? Nope and never will. Our last promise to each other broke because of me so I can never ever blame it on you. 

However, I am questioning myself should I keep on wait for you? Waiting for the right time to happen maybe just maybe you can be the right person again. Maybe I am delusional but who knows what plan does God have in store for us. Who knows maybe I finally move on from you when the time comes.

Let's be real, should I wait?