Night Changes (Roman Reigns' fanfiction)

I Wish

'(Na na na na na) (Na na na na na) He takes your hand, I die a little. I watch your eyes and I'm in riddles. Why can't you look at me like that? (Na na na na na) When you walk by, I try to say it. But then I freeze, and never do it. My tongue gets tied, the words get trapped (Trapped). I hear the beat of my heart getting louder, whenever I'm near you. But I see you. With him slow dancing. Tearing me apart 'cause you don't see. Whenever you. Kiss him, I'm breaking, Oh how I wish that was me.' 

Dean's POV

I was still worried about my sister. I don't know why The Wyatt's want my sister to be with them. Am I a such a bad brother to her? Should I leave my sister like that and never protect her right away? Questions keeps on playing in my mind that I couldn't answer. I know I'm her big brother and I should know my responsibilities and capabilities for what is good for my sister. And I couldn't tell her that mom died last week before the accident happen. "Hey bro, are you alright?" Jean asked. "Yeah, I'm alright." I lied. "Jon, I know that you are lying. So please tell me, I know there's a problem." I sigh, she really knows me when I'm lying. "Its about mom." I said. "What about mom?" She asked. "S-she past away before you were kidnapped by The Wyatt's." After that I bursted in tears. "H-how?" "I don't know! One of the neighbors called me that someone killed her in the house! I don't have any choice who I will save!" I let my anger out in front of my sister and she jumped in fear. I could see in her eyes that she is sad and scared. I'd never shouted my sister since when we we're young and this is the first time that I raised my voice to her. "You know what Jon?! If you want to raise your voice to me, then fine, do it! I'm letting you to scream at my face and be angry! Because this is not what I want! To be kidnapped! You didn't even told me that mom just died that day before I was kidnapped and all you need to do is to keep that secret to me? Damn Jon! Yes I am you're sister and I should know everything that runs to our family, but what did you do?! You didn't tell me! I'm done with this!" She started to leave in the hotel room as I reached her wrist. "No Jean! Don't go, please! I-I'm so sorry!" "No Jon let me go, I'm done with this conversation! I know that you are my brother but there's no chance in hell that your gonna speak with me and I need some time to think because I'm already tired of playing nice to you!" She said as she started to leave the room. I'm such an ass, I wish I could tell it to her earlier before she got kidnapped. I'm such a bad brother.

'(Na na na na na) (Na na na na na) He looks at you, the way that I would. Does all the things, I know that I could. If only time, could just turn back. 'Cause I got three little words that I've always been dying to tell you. But I see you. With him slow dancing. Tearing me apart 'cause you don't see. Whenever you. Kiss him, I'm breaking, Oh how I wish that was me.'

Jeanine's POV

I started to walk down to the lobby to forget what Jon did to me. There are some superstars and divas who greeted me but I ignore them. What hurts the most is that Jon broke my heart into pieces because he didn't even tell me about mom before I was kidnapped. I wish I could do anything about it but she was gone, she was the most beautiful mom that I have. She taught me how to love a man when dad is in jail and I tried to listen to her everyday. I love her into pieces, it just broke my heart when Jon said that. I remember the day that when I was still in my 4th year high.

*Flashback*

When Andrei and I just broke up on the third semester in our 4th year high, I was torn so much. All I can do is cry, didn't go to school and I didn't even eat. One time mom talked to me while Jon is selling some CD's outside. "Sweetie I know that you are still hurt but you need to remember this, all you need to do is fight back because even your heart is hurt many times, it can also heal back. You know, break up is just a thing because that is just a boy who just use you for nothing. If he uses you for nothing, then he didn't even realize that there's is something wrong in the relationship. Remember, if you find a boy who will love you forever and can do what is right for the relationship, then all you need to do is give all your chance to him because you should be thankful that there is still someone who loves you more. And do you who is that someone? That is me and your brother because in that heart of yours, there's always a special door in your heart that we love you so much. You understand?" "Yes mom I understand. Thanks for giving me a wonderful advice and you really make me strong. I love you mom!" I hugged her tightly. "I love you too sweetie. You and Jon are so special to me." She hugged back. "Even you mom, we love you so much because you really worked hard for us to have a good life. You are the best thing we ever had mom, thanks for everything from what you've done." I said to her and we enjoy the rest of my life with mom.

*End of flashback*

After remembering mom, my heart is aching so much and I couldn't contain it anymore. I screamed in frustration. I remember her beautiful face, when she smiles and her eyes is blooming, the words she said to me everyday and all the things the she has done for us. I love her so much more than anything. And now she is gone all I need to to is to pray and need to be brave. After that I didn't know where I was walking until I was hit by a truck. I try to catch my breath and open my eyes but I think this is my last life. I love you Jon, sorry for everything. Until my world turns into black.

Roman's POV

We heard a loud thud outside the restaurant. Neville and I stand up to see what happen. When go out there, my eyes widened. Jeanine was hit by a truck. "Neville call 911 while I'll call Dean! Jeanine was hit by a truck!" We got near Jeanine's lifeless body as I dialed Dean's phone. 'Come on Dean answer the fucking phone!' After the third ring he answered it. "Hello?" "For Pete's sake you finally answer the damn phone! Your sister got an accident! Go to the hospital right now! Where almost there!" I said in panicking. "I'm almost there wait me up there!" He said as he hang up the phone. 'Lord please, save Jeanine me and Dean doesn't want to lose her. She is very important to us.' I pray quietly as I started to text Hunter and Stephanie what happen today.

Dean's POV

I pulled up the ignition and stepped on the accelerator to go fast. After a short drive, I jumped out the car and run up to find them. "What happen to my sister?" I asked in worried. "When me and Neville were eating breakfast in the restaurant next to the gym, we heard a loud thud. Until we got out the restaurant and we saw that Jeanine was hit by a ruck." Roman explained carefully. I screamed at frustration. "This is all my fault why my sister is here!" I screamed in tears. "Dean you don't need to worry about yourself, you need to worry how is Jeanine's condition. You should be thanking us that we still save your sister." Roman said. "You just need to be strong Dean. Just remember we are still here to support you for anything." Neville said. "Thank you so much guys." I said and give them a small smile. After that, the doctor walked in. "Family of Jeanine Good?" We stand up as I asked the doctor. "How was my sister?" "She has a 3 broken ribs, fractured left shoulder, some of the bones in the legs are fractured and luckily her head is still good. We still have to run some test to her. If you want to see her, her room is 204." The doctor said. "Thanks doc." I said and shake his hand. We walked to the room in silence. Roman signaled me to go inside first as they follow. I sat beside Jeanine's hospital bed. "I know this is all my fault and you shouldn't be here in the hospital. I'm sorry for being an ass to you  this morning I know I should've told you earlier. I just can't see you like this I wish you were awake and hear me. I love you so much Jeanine, very very much. You're always be my little Moxlee and I will be your big bro Moxley. And we know that mom is watching us." I said to her as I squeezed her hand and kissed it softly. I want you to wake up soon Moxlee 2 you're always be my partner in crime and Roman is our bodyguard, your precious lover.

'Oh how I wish that was me.'

'With my hands on your waist, while we dance in the moonlight. I wish it was me, that you'll call later on 'cause you wanna say good night. 'Cause I see you. With him slow dancing. Tearing me apart 'cause you don't see. But I see you. With him slow dancing. Tearing me apart 'cause you don't see. Whenever you. Kiss him, I'm breaking, Oh how I wish. Oh how I wish. Oh how I wish, that was me. Oh how I wish, that was me.' -I Wish by One Direction

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Last Update: 10/01/15