If we were to lose you /Criminal Minds\

if someone faked the suicides, they did it dang good

A/N: warning: !very gay!

okay so, for some weird reason i was like: let's do moreid aka the ship that should have been canon bcs can u just imagine how powerfull it would be, and can we also talk about how much potential they had? so much tension, and then savanah had to come in and destroy everything, makes me so angry, ik it's mean but i rlly hoped she was going to die when the guy shot her

and the reason im posting this later than usually is bcs i was rethinking wheter this was a good idea or not, then decided to keep it this way

well anyways, enjoy this chapter, baii now

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The team worked as they normally would, as if nothing has changed, but it did and they couldn't unsee it, as much as they all wished they could.

"Okay, Morgan, Reid, coroner. JJ, Prentiss go talk to the parents and me with David will go look to their homes" Hotch announced. Everyone leaving to do what they were told.

Reid walked behing Morgan silently, and Morgan didn't blame him, he said nothing when he found out Reid was alive, he just stood there like an idiot.

The two men reached the coroner, asking the usual questions, only to find out that if someone faked the suicides, they did it dang good, so with nothing they walked back towards the conference room when Reid suddenly spoke.

"Hey Derek?" Spencer spoke softly and quietly and Derek wasn't sure if the other said something in the first place.

"You need something?" he asked, turning to face Reid.

"I... I just, why do I have the feeling that we're dating?" Spencer asked, immidietly panicking when he saw Morgan's face "I... I mean, you can just tell me that I'm wrong" he added quickly.

Derek sensed his moment and at that very time, he wasn't thinking and said something he was going to regret very much in the future. "Well, we are. I just didn't want to bother you with it, since the whole amnesia thing and all that. But the team doesn't know because it's sort of against the rules."

Just as the words left Morgan's lips he cursed at himself interially Why the fuck would I say that?

"Oh" was all that left the younger one's lips as he tried to proces the information.

"You don't have to worry about it, we can just pretend that-" "No! I mean, I don't want to pretend that there was never anything, I just... I just need to sort things out, I'm getting way too much information lately" Reid said, taking a deep breath.

Great, now he will feel presured by my feelings, why did I even say that? Morgan thought to himself as he watched Reid and his little brain work on full capacity.

"Listen, I know you've got too much on your plate, so we can just keep this discusion for another time" Derek said in another hopeless attempt to change Reid's mind.

"No, it's fine, I just... I think I get why I fell for you before" Spencer said and it was set, there was no turning back now.

"So, can I kiss you?" Derek asked carrefully. What the fuck? Just what are you doing? he thought to himself, why was he like this, playing around with Reid's feelings like that.

"I-I guess so" Reid mummbled nervously.

"You don't have to push yourself if you don't feel like it" Morgan said softly.

"There, you're doing it again" Reid pointed out.

"Doing what?" Derek asked.

"Making me fall for you even more" Reid mummbled again.

"Reid, don't" Morgan said softly because the thing Reid didn't know was that he was doing exactly the same to Morgan.

"But I really want to kiss you" Spencer admitted and Derek just couldn't hold himself anymore, and he kissed Reid, it started off as a soft kiss that turned into a heated one really quickly.

When they pulled away from the kiss, Spencer looked over at Morgan with a confused look.

"I overdone it, didn't I? I'm sorry, I just... I just got along with your death and now you're here and-" Derek started, but Spencer kissed him again, for just a second, but it shut Morgan up.