This isn't life, right?

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

i would love to be back home in ireland with all my friends and my boyfriend who i sadly left behind, oh how i wish i was back home wrapped in his arms, getting cute little kisses on my cheek from his sweet baby lips. oh how i wish he came here with me.

*Flash Back*

"hey baby," his voice beemed, "i know we are only young but i love you and always will. shell i promise you this"

"Niall I love you too love, but i have devastating news.there is this school in America called PCA, Pacific Coast Academy, and my parents want to send me there for the rest of highschool. i told them no but they refused to listen. baby i dont want to go without you will you please go with me?" i didnt want to tell him but i had to, there was only 4 months left of school before we went out for summer break.

"what?! no! you have to stay! i am going to miss you terribly if you go and plus i cant go i wouldnt be able to afford it. you also need to stay for when i audition for the x-factor next year. no i refuse you to go stay with me anything i dont wanna wacth you go. never your my princess shell. dont leave me just yet." little did i know it right after he said yet he picked me up in his arms and gave me kiss.

*out of flash back*

Remembering my lovely niall everyday makes me cry and now thinking about his kisses makes me cry even more. i could never fall in love again, hes so perfect and no mather what though we are just an ocean and almost a continent away our love grows closer.

"hi baby!" i squeek noticing my lovely niall awnsered his phone

"Princess? is that you? why are you calling so late?" he replies. shoot i totally forgot the time diffrence, oh well!

"sorry honey i forgot! i'll call you later when your awake."

"no dont worry about it, i miss your voice, i miss you, i want you back home, in my arms, here at home in mullingar. safe and sound"

"i know, i wish i was home and with you, talking about your x-factor auditions and all"

"yeah, about that i dont know if i want to do that anymore"

"What? you have to! if you dont i am going to cry! you are a really great singer and you will for sure go far. Please for me! i will be watching for sure!"

"you really think so?"

"yes! of course if i know anything i know my prince charming named Niall James Horan is one of the greatest sigers ever and he can do anything he puts his mind to."

"You know i cant say no to that prince charming crap. Ugh Fine i will do it for you my lovely princess but you better be watching, deal?"

"deal! ok well i guess its getting late over back home so go to sleep and kepp working your beautiful voice love. i love and mis the living crap out of you! Nigh, see you soon, haha well i will see yhou your wont see me unless we skype but, oh never mind you know what i mean!! night.'

"haha i do sadly, night princess. Shell just promise me you wont leave me for any american boy over their, i would be devestated and would probably mentally die."

"Know Niall i love you and the guys here will never compare to you. night. go to sleep handsome"

"ok, thanks baby, good night for when you go to sleep and have a a fun rest of the day. night"

i just stayed on the phone till the line went off. i miss my sugar bear so much. i cant wait to see how he does on the x-factor.

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