when you stare at me so empty.

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"Well, it was doomed to fail doctor. She was out for my money, and I was out for a fun time. No hard feelings. But I would still like to forget about that time."

. . .

He started remembering smaller, unmeaning things. Those not worth giving too much thought.. Little fights, words of empty affection. One by one, they faded away.  He was fine with it. He settled for this. He was the one who wanted to forget all of this. It only stood him in the way.

She seemed so passionless about everything, everything they do together feels empty. Each day they spent together, it felt more unsatisfying.

. . .

"Minori.."
Suichu muttered after Minoris lips left hers. She kept her eyes locked at his as he slowly pushed her down the soft matress. She was beautiful. The way her hair fell on the pillow, laying there perfectly parted. Her pale, yet so blending green eyes having an hypnotizing effect on anyone who looks at them. She's so naive, naive for not realizing that people would carve them out her skull, so they only have eyes for them.
He kissed down her body, starting from her neck, collarbone to her stomach. He wanted her, for himself. She's too special to let go. Anyone would feel that way when they find someone who brings out the worst out of someone, don't they? This has nothing to do with feelings for each other. She's so beautiful in every way, he wants to see it all. Indeed, he wants to see her love, laugh, cry, scream, bleed... It made him feel alive.

In the end, we're both just using each other...

Buried under the same blanket, the couple laid in bed. Sleeping side by side, a rare moment of peace between them...

. . .

"Oh, wow..!" Suichu leaned over the balcony, enjoying the view you have from the apartment.

"You seem impressed."

"O-of course! The view is beautiful.."

"Hmm, I must be used to it by now."

"Probably.."
She chuckled in response, looking back into the neon streets, leaning her arms onto the metallic leaning.

He just smiled, touching the womens shoulder. He looked down to her. Minori was always weak for her innocence. It was interesting. He definetly had some sort of weak spot for it. Since then, he had no one else he loved to toy around with since she showed up.
As he stroked her hair behind her ear, looked so gruesome. As if her face was blurred out. His hand tensed up, backing off a step, colliding with the wall behind him.

"Minori?"

"Huh?" He looked irritated, just answering in a quiet sound.

"Ah.. are you okay? If you don't feel well, you should see a doctor!"

Minori shook his head, smiling over it as always.
"No, no. I'm fine. Don't worry."

"Are you sure... I'd feel bad forcing you. Especially since you're the one paying.."

He grabbed her hand. It was more of a reflex if not anything else. Even she was shocked, this isn't the way he normally touched her.

"I was just in thought, let's just go."
He smiled, tilting his head lightly as he lead her out.

Just what's up with me... This isn't supposed to feel like this...

. . .

"We have to go."
Minori didnt care which memory this was, all he knew is that he wants to get out of here. Now.

"H-huh, where?"

"Trust me, okay?" He smiled, placing his cold hands on her face.

"Oh.., okay.."

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