A faint ring of your alarm clock a faint sweat on your forehead a faint sound of your suffering. Faint pressure on your wrist, it's the only thing keeping you going really but then again you never really had a reason to live. Your pitiful life had only become worse after the only person that was ever there had died. Now no one to notice. you became self aware of what you had done, blood everywhere no one to scream no one to complain no one to talk to, just you it had always been you. Now you couldn't waste your life away staring at your mistakes might as well clean up you thought to yourself. You couldn't believe it, how useless you had become just a rotting corpse waiting for decomposition till your nothing but ash. How had this even happened it's just one person, why would it be so upsetting to you. Humans are awfully complicated you realize, oh so complicated food water sleep so many things to keep them going and all for what? It didn't make much sense to you. But then again you didn't go out much did you? Anger that was all you could feel now why wouldn't you be the one dead? You did so much for her and yet it wasn't enough and now that she's gone who's going to be there for you? You were always there why would she hide her feelings for you away from everyone? She's so stupid. Stupid human. Stupid brain. She should learn her lesson. She would understand what you felt if you got someone to occupy yourself with, right? I new this wouldn't last but fuck why did she leave me here? Fuck.
