18 Months

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So much has changed in the last 18 months. I would never have thought my life would move in such a way. It has literally turned in a full circle. For the better is all I can say.

I still feel as though it was yesterday that I had come back from collecting the remaining boxes of my stuff from a storage centre, to find scattered remains of clothing around the apartment and someone else in bed with Max. I had only been gone an hour. 

The pains no longer there now that I think back on the events of our second week in LA. It couldn't have ended worse. I knew we were on the rocks before we moved out here but I believed all of the words he said about making a new start. 

It got me here though and I would never think what if again. 

Here! That makes me smile. Here as in right now, that was where i was happiest. With the ones I am closet around me. Well everyone apart from my family and Lauren. So not everyone but you know what I mean. 

At first I was so worried about living with five lads. It was like a nightmare come true. But now it feels as though they are all part of my family. 

Dad and I are trying to build our relationship back to something. He surprised mum with a lovely apartment downtown and has given everyone a key for when they visit me. Even Lauren. I have used mine a couple of time to get away from the madest but I quickly miss it and go back home. 

It all feels like perfection! I just wonder how long this will all last?

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