My Mistake (one shot)

pt. 2

It all started when i was third year, and i had this one guy i've been setting my eyes on. He was a new student.
Handsome, gentlemanly, intellegent, he almost had it all. His name's Ord Ace Ramer.
I've been spending almost all my days getting a quick glance of him from afar, he was my best friend's cousin. I could say that he's every girls dream. That's what i thought.
One day, i heard from my best friend Zed, that i was currently Ord's topic everytime she went to his house, he asked many things about me, then i was starting to think that maybe by chance, Ord was interested in me, and that made me happy.
Time passed, and Ord and I were getting closer by the moment,although it was always pretty akward when we talk... But yeah... And that day came.
He asked me if I could be his girlfriend. It was supposed to be a secret, but then my bestfriend Zed, couldn't bite her tongue told me about his plan the night before, like duhh, she's ruining the surprise. (haha, seriously.). I was pretty nervous,
I was 15 that time, Don't know how to respond, and my parent's would kill me if they knew. I mean, for old Dumbledore's i'm still young to enter into this sort of stuff, and to be honest, i wasn't sure about any of this. But then, i chose to follow my heart, i gave him my sweetest yes, but in exchange, we have to keep our relationship a secret. I mean, if my parent's knew about this, i probably won't see the ray of light again(figure of speech).
Everyone from my class,knows though, but they didn't mind. We were envied by many, they said we were the perfect couple and we get that a lot.
But thwn sooner, i got to realize that i've changed a lot because of him, and partly because of my best friend. I started lying to my parents, even to my friends.
Besides holding hands, we didn't go any further, partly because i don't want anything to happen, and that, we barely evn know anything about handling a relationship, but as long as he loved me, i would do my best to make this work.
Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months, we usually exchange letters during our monthsaries, and he always treat me to jollibee (fast food chain).
He respects me, and i love him for that, in fact, he was my first love. But all of that faded when i decided to prank my classmates that we broke up. Ofcourse he knew about it. Because o told him. We were both catechism teachers, and we usually sneak out to meet each other. Unlike any couples, we didn't let our relationship get mixed with our studies, and we were both included in the top list of our class. We usually teaxh eaxh other about stuff, he was good in science, and filipino, while i was good in english and science.
We both realized that there are some things that we don't get along, and that brought us to our first fight. I was angry, and jealous about thus one girl, but then, by the end of the day, we make up.
It's funny though, because we both cried thay dar, and our classmates think it was O.A, but then it is, we didn't care. All we know is that we love each other and we don't ever want to be apart, and that's when we said we'll try "forever". I wasn't sure ,but it would be lovely.
Ord, was part of our school's soccer team, and i was part of the athletic's team. We usually go home together since we live in the same route, although it's quite far from our house
Everything was perfect, until our prom came. I was waiting for him to ask me to dance, i mean it was my dream,
We were partners in our kutillion, which was a dance where selected student's are to present. He seemed a little bit different that day, he didn't even smile, while i did. after the dance, i didn't get to see him again, he seemed to have vanished.
After the prom was valentine's day, since it was a non school day, i didn't get to see him, but i left him a chat, vut he just seenzoned me, and on valentine's day, and that's when i got dismayed.

The day after, we had a chat, online. I asked him what was wrong, and he told me about a rumor he heardbout him going out with my other best friend, and to be honest, i also heard about it but i trust him. Even though in the past few days, i seem to catch him, flirting with girls, i always plant into my mind that he was just being friendly.
Then he asked me if i was still seruous about him, and without a doubt about my feelings i said yes. And then he confesed to me that he wasn't sure about his feelings anymore. I got hurt. So i decided that we part for now. I mean, i cried a lot since the day i knew he was flirting with somebody else but i didn't want to confront him thinking that maybe i'll lose him forever. But, this time i've had enough. If his happiness is not with me, then i'll leave him be. I love him. I Do, that's why, i'm letting him go.
He wanted to make up, but then i said, we have to part for the mean time, just so that we could think.
We used to exchange fb passwords but. I tried to open his account, but ot was changed already, but then i remembered something, his password is quite obvious. And i managed to open it. I didn't kniw what i was thinking but i had the urge to look at his messages, and i saw the name of the girl he was flirting with. And i read through their conversation. My heart tore apart. I didn't kniw this was his personality.
"we just broke up, i'm so happy to have freedim from the curse." the tears just won't stop flowing from my eyes. My voice ws goarse and my heart felt like it was stabbed a million times, i remaibed silent about it, and tried to forget, but the memories of seven months just wasn't too weak to be easily forgotten. I cried almost every night and then one day i realized,i wasn't fooling anyone, my tears won't get him back.
I told my bestfriend about it, and she was so angry, even Ord's parents were angry. His parent's liked me.
He wa the main topic for one whole week. I don't know how they knew about his chat but i pity him. He just wasted a girl who was ready to fight for him, i was actually planning on facing the wrath of my parents for him, but it was too late.
I wasn't sure if i should be happy that everyone despised him, especially his friends, because in My heart, the memory of him still exist, and the woud he made, left a scar. He was a blessing yet a mistake.
Three months have passed and i finally got to move on, partly because summer came.
When i got back from school, i was a changed girl, ready to fight, and ready to love again.
Ord, was in another section, which becomes easier and much less awkward for me. I had a crush named Knight, he was a friend. And i like him because he was smart, handsome and also has a kind heart. We weren't close though. Aside from Zed,Joy, Donna, and Lycs I also made a new bestfriend he was my very first guy best friend, and his name's Kent, he i actually Ord's close friend. As time passed, we became fond of each other. We were actually enemies when we were in elrmentary, i was always bullied.
Then, one day he confessed that he liked me long ago, even that time when Ord and I used to date, and until now. He explained that he wasn't avle to show his feelings because he knew Ord had a crush on me.
I thought that he wa_lying, but everyday, he made an effort, to go to my classroom just to see me. And guess what, he wasn't very hard to like, and i liked him back but, only in a very familiar way. I admit it i have acrush on him, but i have a crush on knight too. Well, at least i'm not flirting with any of them.
My life had become tranquil until... Knight also confessed to me!
How would i react, what would i response, how could i break their heart when i know how well it damn hurts.
Will I make another mistake? Would my conscience shatter me? Is what's happening to me a blessing? Or MY MISTAKE.

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this is actually, based on a (my) real life story, but the characters are all made up.
If you want to know what happened next, just comment it and i will gladly answer.
Correct me if there are any typo's i'm very lazy when it comes to reviewing my story :P