Love gone wrong

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Love gone wrong

Her lips gave me a shiver from a distance. In a corner from the street restaurant she usually comes to sit and write with her laptop. I usually knew the time and the hour she stepped in. Sometimes I was an hour early or probably half an hour earlier so it doesn't seem as if it was intentional. This wasn't a high school dare we had made, or another love story of a stalker. It was real love as I had considered. Of a girl who eventually fell in love with another girl, since pre-school and I never had the guts to say this was what I wanted. Jess, her name was Jessica. The most flawless of them all and the leader of the cheer leading group. She had skin as smooth as milk and lavender smelled from her though everyday from my locker, which was 4 lockers away.

I was love struck and I wasn't coming out anytime soon. Some called me the nerd, a freak and a gothic but it's okay I considered myself different.I was me, gothic and everyone else made fun of me. I had one friend who eventually a month back had left me and moved away with his family because his parents had a divorce. That felt like a terrible bummer for me.

I sat alone, I walked back home alone and I had no friends but the one person who had just left me. This was painful. Love of a 17 year old gothic and shamed girl. Who wanted to have a cheerleader as her girlfriend. A girl who also dated the captain of a well known football team. So I had to step in. I had to do something before it was all over. It was already summer and we had like a few months before we graduate. I wanted her, from the cravings, the dreams and the thoughts and the pictures I saved of me and her. I wanted her. I wanted her to myself.