this story starts out in january 2021. i liked this boy so much. his name is ethan. i liked him for almost 10 months when i found out his cousin, also my best friend wyatt, liked me. wyatt told me he liked me on halloween 2021. i don't know how long he liked me before that but i just knew i wasn't sure what to think of it. wyatt asked me out november 4th 2021. i said "sure<3" because honestly, i was starting to like him too. he has an amazing personality and he's so adorable. i also didn't want to hurt him, he was hurt so many times before this. it just went by our 1 month. december 4th. i am so happy i said yes. wouldn't trade him for the world. there are problems though. the means girls at our school are spreading rumors. "she's just dating him to get closer to ethan." "she doesn't really actually like him" "he's gonna leave her i hope she's not even pretty." there's much more, i would rather not say. it really hurts that he sometimes believes it. i'm stressed a lot about my siblings, the rumors, and i'm scared that wyatt will leave me. i love him so much i know it seems like a lot for only have been dating a little over a month, but i want to spend the rest of my life with him. i see a future with him and he sees one with me.
we have no classes together. the only time we see each other is lunch. we make eye contact a lot. i get nervous when it happens. so i look away. i can tell he gets sad when i look away. i love him though, and he knows it.
