I can't help it. I'm always doubting myself. My friends Kameron and Amy are always telling me how great I am and that I need to trust myself. But how am I supposed to do that when I've only ever been told that my best wasn't good enough. I hear it everyday from teachers and my parents. More my father than my mother but usually whenever I screw up she dosen't say anything and just gives me that "what am I supposed to do with you look" that makes me shrivel up and die inside.
I'm not like the other girls. I'm not pretty or skinny, I have no talents whats-so-ever, and I'd rather read then go to the mall. My sexuality dosen't help the situation either. I don't know what my sexuality is at all. Sometimes I think I might be a lesbian but then I end up having feelings for a guy. I considered that I might be bi-sexual but that just didn't seem right. Pan-sexual was also a consideration but again it didn't feel like the right label. I just like people. But at the very same time I hate everyone. I just can't win.
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