✔︎ I LOVE YOU SO • heeseung

Chapter 29

December 06th

1:02 pm

I was just sleeping peacefully,

enjoying my sunday afternoon by lazing around my bed when you barged in to my house,

of course with that ecstatic smile of yours.

"Rae Rae." You smiled and neared my resting figure. I slowly opened my eyes, even though I was already wide awake.

you looked at me in a certain way as you sat by my side and combed my bed hair out of my face.

I already know that look of yours lee heeseung,

Where are you planning to take me today?

"Let's go on a date."

You've been courting me for how many days now? Has it been almost 2 weeks?

I don't know, but it surely has been one hell of a ride with you.

I've come to know that you're very active, much the opposite of me.

I thought we have everything similar, but I guess I was wrong.

That's okay though!

In a relationship, it's a normal and healthy occurrence to have some contrasts.

"Sure," I answered with a smile before sitting up, only for my forehead to meet your gentle kiss.

"I want to take you to the beach nearby."

"But it's cold!" I exclaimed before giggling.

Silly Bambi, how could we go to a beach if it's freezing cold outside?

You laughed, but I don't think it was because of your own silliness.

"Do you know how beautiful the beach view is in winter? I'm sure you'll love it, Rae Rae. So go and get ready, we'll go once you are."

I nodded and placed my cold feet at the cold flooring, before making my way to the bathroom where I prepared.

The moment I got out of the bathroom,

I was greeted by your lean chest.

It turns out, you've been waiting for me behind the door.

That's how tall you are compared to me, but hey! you don't have to make me feel so smaller than I already am.

You looked down and smirked, before taking a step closer.

"How do you always look astonishing?" You asked, as you took yet another step closer.

Instinctively, I backed away. Of course I would,

you're tempting me to let go of myself and give everything to you.

You're tempting me to give my heart to you just right then and there.

You took a step closer, and I took a step farther...

Until my back finally hit the wall.

You're like a cheese in the trap, and I was the mouse.

With your arms locking me on both sides, I have nowhere to go.

I felt like a doe caught in a headlight.

I tried looking everywhere to escape you.

But to no avail,

my eyes found yours.

"I love you." You said with the deepest, baritone voice I've heard.

But despite that, you still maintained that soft, mellifluous one.

"I...." I was speechless.

I didn't know what to say.

Maybe it's the intoxicating smell of your masculine scent,

or maybe it's the fact that you're looking down at me in the most loving eyes.

The tension was getting thicker and thicker.

I felt breathless.

Your eyes urged me to talk, but your aura made me do otherwise.

And just then, you suddenly chuckled.

"You're always cute when you're all flustered."

You said, before pinching my nose.

And there I was, left alone,

frozen in place.

My heart thumped a thousand times in a span of a second,

and I looked at you walking away and jumping to my bed,

as if nothing happened.

How can you make me feel like I'm going crazy, all while maintaining that prince demeanour of yours?

You then looked back at me, and you winked, then laughed again.

Lee Heeseung, do you think it's fun to make my heartbeat rise and stop repeatedly?

I shook my head in disappointment,

even though deep inside I liked it.

And as I looked back to your figure again,

I couldn't help but......

worry.

Lee Heeseung,

I think I can love you,

But I'm scared to do that.

Your fast waves, it scares me.

You are pulling me right into the depth of your ocean,

and I'm afraid you'll leave me once you get me into the deepest of it.

I don't want to be left alone and hopelessly sinking again.

Should I let you inside of my heart?

I don't even know,

because maybe you're already inside of it.

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