Guilt .
I don't look at food the same anymore .
I don't see it with joy , I see it as a threat .
The voices in my head , telling me to purge .
The constant binges disgust me .
Will this ever end ?
Or will it just get worse ?
The mirror is my enemy . It only shows the worst parts of me .
The daily debates in my head " should I eat some ?" "No."
It's a never ending cycle .
