"You'll never now what's the value of a person in your life until you realized,he's gone."
"Sometimes,when we love someone,we dont see who really deserves the love we give.All we want is just to be happy with the person whom we love and we dont mind if we hurt somebody else's feelings."
2012,wasnt probably my year,you know what i mean,lots of issues,problems and stuffs like that.This year may not be perfect but i have learned so much lesson.
My school year started fresh,until I met Mr.Smile.He was a new teacher in our school,and actually he is our Computer IV teacher.I taught to myself that I shouldnt let myself fall inlove with him,cause I know its wrong.But as days passed,I started snobing him whenever he's there and at the end I still did fell inlove with him.So that snobing thing just made things worst.Days for me was still good until one day I had the guts to ask for his number,well not actually me,but my friend,she dared me to get his number so I did,cause a part of me really wanted to get it.And that night,i did text him.Almost everyday,we were texting each other.But because of that I became inlove with him even more.Then here comes his birthday,i baught something for him.Just so you know,i really didnt want to give that gift but because of my friends I then was forced to hand him the gift.But after that I admitted that I have a crush on him.Not in personal.Days pass,he was acting strange,he was giving some motives that he was into me also but I didnt mind him,cause I know I'm not his type.Then there was this night that he wanted me to call him just because he wants to hear my voice.But I refused and said I dont have any extra load to make calls.And then the other night,he called me and I was like "............................" (COMPLETE SILENCE) And then I called him and he said something that made me want to vomit.Seriously,as in.Vomit.now.in my bed.He said "mahal na nga kita" "pwede bang mangligaw" actually,I didnt believed him at first because he's too drunk and he has no idea what he's saying.And then I decided to sleep and then the next day,i texted him if he still remembers what he said to me last night,and I also said that the things he said to me wasnt true at all and explained him that he was too drunk to know what he really is saying.And then I asked him if he really loves me then he said "oo,mahal na nga kita" then I explained that he was still drunk to say that but he insisted that he really means it and he even added that even if he's drunk,he still knows what he's saying.After that,we became MU.Then one day,Francis,admitted to me that he has a crush on me since I transferred there.And he asked me if he could court me,but i didnt give much attention to him and didnt answer his question.But he insisted in courting me.Well,I had a crush on him back when I was still a junior,but it did last cause I met Mr.Smile.One day,he gave me a rose and I know Mr.Smile is jealous because he was there.Not actually infront of us,he was in the faculty room door and we are at the side.Then later that night ,he texted me that I should let him go because he cant give me the time.But I didnt,I couldnt let him go,because I really love him.
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