bad pusa

where's claudia

Not the alarm clock.. not my phone that had woken me up but the shrieking of my persian cat. My head still spinning from lack of sleep-- 4 hours, but I just can't ignore Claudia the cat.

Lol, you thought I'm Claudia. Nope.

Call me Adi short for Adrianna.

I'm not a cat lover or animal sweeties. I just had to take care of Claudia because it's my sister's pet she left me last night and she's off on her month long island hopping somewhere in south east Asia.

I told her to just put the cat on my living room and I'll manage her as soon I freshen up (means full charge and loaded sleep). But geezz, she ruining my beauty sleep.

"Claudia, where are u? me-ooww" and me yawning.

There she goes on my mini kitchen peeking on the cabinet under my sink. She shrieking wildly and hairs up and she looks devilish ..that's why I hate this cat and her monstrous face when it sense red zone.

"Stop that kitty. Back to your sleeping mat. Shoo- shoo! Grrr!"

Deymmm she looked back on me and I feel like poking her. But she left the space and moved back on her sleeping mat. And I'm left here on my kitchen on it's darkness only lighten from my tiny window that comes from postlamp. Now what?

Minus the cat I'm always like this. Always left alone and lonely. And lost on what's next to do. It's been a routine for me. Work in the day at a cafeteria and back on my mini house at night and sleep and be lost.

In short, I'm boring- my own self description.

Shriek again. And goosebumps.

The cat will give me heart attack.

"What now Claudia?"

She was on my door shrieking wildly. I stare up my round clock and it's 4 am too early for me.

"You're waking the whole compound cat!" my forehead gonna wrinkle if I keep doing it but I'm so pissed now. And my eyes still burning.

But she didn't stop. She cried louder and it's echoing on my all walls. I feel like shouting and gonna kick her if I can't stop myself. But I'm not sadist. I may not like animals but I can't get lay my hand even on tiny insects. I value all living though and brutality is out my system.

"OK you wanna go out? Now stay outside!" I opened the door and let her out and she did and just stand there on my door mat and stares on the dark alley. And the other room doors were closed..means everyone still asleep.

"You stay there OK. I'm going back to sleep. See you later." And I closed my door and hurry to my bed and doze off. I'm having a date with the Prince on Dreamland.

And I slept for another 4hours until my alarm clock snooze off.

"Good morning, Adi!" -- I hear a knock on my wall and everyday greetings of Ms. Luna the widow. The room is separated by lumber wood and somehow u can hear people on other room If they volume up. But so far it didn't bothers everyone coz we are all silent and peace loving neighbors.

This is 6 floored building Royale. I live on the third floor with 6 doors and I'm on the last left door from the stairways. The place is perfect for me coz I'm the only one and everything is just reachable and rents is affordable on my minimum wage.

"I'm shaking my booty now MiliLuns," my funny name for her and she always smiles hearing me calls her that.

I did my 15minutes shake shake boom boom tumble hop jump jog wiggle wiggle twerk-- my own sweatxercise. And 1 minute cooling off.

I'M RECHARGE.

I fixed myself and made my coffee and about to on my TV..

"Where's Claudia?"

I saw her empty sleeping mat.

It hit me. I let her out and I thought I were just dreaming of it.

I rushed to the door and open it and saw no cats in view. And my heart starts thumping. I can't lose her or my sister Ali will go mad.

"Claud? Me-ooow. Mimm-ing Kittyy."

Silence.

Now door knocking on every room to check if they saw Claudia. And the 5 doors answered "No we didn't see her" and now I'm sure I'm dead.

Building search then.

My duty gonna start at 10am and I have an hour and half to go to prepare myself but I can't just go and forget Claudia. So I ran the stairs up to the next floor and start knocking and get negative answer. And up the next floor and all shaking head No. And up the last floor and stop on halfway the stairs. No Claudia won't go there..

So I ran down the stairs to the second floor and on first floor and empty.. I ask the guard and said he don't see any cats left the entrance. If not the entrance maybe by the window. Or on the sixth floor. I looked up the stairs and I'm still panting from my journey on it. And walked up recollecting myself.

If Claudia not there then my effort going there would be useless. But then I had to try. But then I feel not trying with my straight face. I can do it. I can't. I will. I won't. Now I'm battling myself which I haven't done for almost a month now. And it's all because of that cat.

Final. I will.

Come what may.