Please love me more than I hate myself||Hyunchan ff

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In that moment Chan, who was talking to Changbin looked up and saw a small frame in a black hoodie walking towards him. It took him some time to figure out it was Hyunjin. Chan started to raise his hand to wave but Hyunjin stopped walking. He just stood there and before Chan could react, he fell...

Everything was turning he lost balance black spots appeared he felt his legs giving up and the last thing he saw was the beautiful sky above him...
When Chan saw Hyunjins eyes turning back he sprinted forwards, pushing everyone aside. He knelt down and looked at the small figure to his side.
„Hyunjin! Hey Hyunjin!" he grabbed the younger by his shoulders and shook him, but it didn't work. He placed the younger ones head onto his lap. Panicked looked he around to see a lot of students gathered around him.
„SOMEBODY GET SEO CHANGBIN!" he yelled. He didn't want to but he was so stressed. He looked back down. Hyunjin was pale, had big dark eye backs and looked so, so fragile.
On top of all that his head started bleeding were his eyebrow was. There was a cut visible that went right through it. He must have hit it to the floor when he fell.
In that moment, with all this worry inside of him for a boy he barely knew, he realized it. He liked him...
„Chan! What happened ?" a panicked Jeongin came running towards him. Seungmin, Han and Minho following. Jeongin wanted to get closer, but Chan signaled Seungmin to hold him back. He didn't think it was a good idea for Jeongin , to see his older brother laying unconscious on the floor, looking like a corpse.
„What?! LET ME GO SEUNGMIN!" Jeongin shouted trying to hold against the older one.
But he didn't let go. He whispered calming words into the younger ones ear and moved back to sit down with him on a bench, from where they wouldn't be able to see Hyunjin.
Minho wanted to kneel down next to Hyunjin but was disturbed by Han
„M-Minho." he turned around and saw Han getting pale.
„Oh shit! I forgot you can't see blood." he grabbed Han and led him through the people, away from his friends.
Chan was again left alone with Hyunjin.
„Hey Hyunjin. Please, can you open your eyes?" he shook him again and finally the younger one started to blink.
„Hyunjin? Hyunjin! Can you hear me ? What day is today? How do you feel?"
Hyunjin heard everything what The guy was saying but he had trouble understanding. He looked around. Everything was blurry. And there was this guy.
„Hyunjin?" he heard his name again. His vision became clearer and he recognized the face.
„Ch-chan?" it was more of a whisper but Chan heard it.
„Oh Hyunjin. Can you tell me what happened ? How are ya?" Chan looked him worried in his eyes.
„I-I don't know, I'm sorry." Hyunjin said and tried to move. When he did that the black hoodie fell down and exposed his neck.
Chan was shocked. A big purple bruise around his neck, in the form of a hand! Who would hurt such a precious person?
„Hyunjin? Wh-what is that around your neck?" he stared him in the eyes. But Hyunjin avoided his gaze. But when he avoided Chan he saw all the other students surrounding them and staring at him. He felt his chest tighten and it got harder to breath.
Chan saw Hyunjins expression changing, he suddenly looked panicked. But before he could do something he heard a familiar voice
„Chan? OMG INNIE!" Changbin finally arrived it had only been a few minutes since Hyunjin collapsed, but to Chan it felt like hours.
„What happened?"
„He collapsed, and I wasn't fast enough to catch him. He has a cut on his eyebrow and was unconscious, and I think he has a panick attack or something Changbin help me!" Chan summed up everything, and now also started to panick. Changbins expression went from worried to angry and back to worried.
„Okay, Chan we need to get him out if here. Can you carry him?" Chan nodded and lifting Hyunjin up, bridal style. He followed Changbin inside and they walked to the nurses office.
Chan who carried Hyunjin, was shocked, again. He had his arm under Hyunjins back and he could feel his bones. Also Hyunjin was so light, too light. He had to talk to Changbin later, also where did that bruise come from? Was it their father ? Or was Hyunjin in an abusive relationship? He soon realized, that he didn't knew much about the younger one. But he promised himself he would look after him more and protect him from all the cruel in this world.
They arrived and the nurse told him to lay Hyunjin down. He placed him onto the bed, but didn't let go of his hand.
Changbin explained the school nurse what had happened, and she started doing things like getting his pulse or blood pressure. Then she looked at the cut. She told them that it wasn't too deep, so a big stable patch would be enough. Them she asked
„Should I call his parents?"
„No, no need to do that, I'm his older brother."
Changbin told her, knowing that Hyunjin wouldn't want their parents here.
„Do you know his height and weight by any chance?" she asked Changbin, since Hyunjin had fallen asleep from exhaustion.
„Ehm... I know that he is 1.70m tall (I made Hyunjin smaller since he is only 16 years old) but I don't know how much he weights sorry."
„Okay thank you, I think I'll have to weight him. You can wake him up." she said to Chan. He woke him, relieved, that the nurse would weight Hyunjin.
Hyunjin opened his eyes and looked around.
„Hey Hyunjin, I'm Miss Kim. They already told me what happened, but do you know, why you collapsed?"
„N-no sorry."
„You don't have to be sorry darling, but can you tell me how much you weight? I need to know to make a diagnosis."
Chan felt Hyunjin tense up and Changbin saw it.
„N-no I d-don't know h-how much I-i weight."
„Well then I have to weigh you. Do you mind taking your pants and hoodie off?"
„Ehm..."
„If you're insecure, these guys can wait outside." she said trying to help Hyunjin. She saw that he was too skinny,  and she saw the bruise. She wanted to help this guy.
Hyunjin shyly nodded and the nurse looked at Chan and Changbin
„Please leave, you can wait outside."
„But he is my brother!" Changbin protested before Chan grabbed him by his sleeve and dragged him outside.
They sat down and Changbin reproached himself for not taking care of Hyunjin, he was lost in his thoughts till Chan ripped him out of them.
„Changbin? We need to talk. About Hyunjin."
He sighed
„I know..."
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Hey
The new chapter is here. I'm sorry for the cliffhanger from the last one, I didn't really thought about it😅
But I hope you like this chapter :)
And take care of yourself!
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