What in Hell

Out of sight and mind

To say that I was scared was a HUGE understatement. Try terrified.

"Vada! Wait!"

I turned around to see Carol the drunken fish chasing me down.

"Why are you-

She tripped over her heels, and fell flat on the ground.

"Running" she finished lamely.

"Sorry I just... I have to go I'm sorry, I mean it" I turned with tears spilling out my eyes and ran down the street and I kept running.

I probably wouldn't have stopped if it wasn't for the fact I was running in high heels, so that ruined everything.

As graceful as I would like to call myself I'm not. I'm a BIG klutz. Which is why you'll usually find me hugging the ground every day and I end up getting red hair in my eye from toppling over. which blows.

When I looked around my surroundings I didn't recognize anything and my heart that was already racing from seeing ....that- him was now pumping like I was going to have seizure or heart attack. WHY ME?!?

just as I was about to call my friend at school, a truck pulled up.

"Want a ride?" a very manly mysterious voice said, a voice that once rocked me to sleep, that once made my feel like flying and a voice that still sent chills down my spine and now all did was make me angry and very sad.

"GO AWAY" I screamed at him. "I left you alone why can't you do me the same favor?!??"

"Because darling when you left me you left something behind... just get in the car and we'll talk. I SWEAR I WONT TOUCH YOU! Your too ugly now anyway maybe a boob job would do you some good... I have a guy would could do it a great job!"

I glared at him but through the darkness I doubt he could see me. I smile sickly sweet and said "is he the one who did the ones on your Barbie whore?"

"Just get in the car Vada" I could hear the angry edge on his voice. but all I could focus on was the fact that I really thought I'd hear his voice say my name ever again and here I am and the scariest part to me wasn't hearing it, it was liking hearing it again. I quickly shook that thought out of my mind. He betrayed you Vada! he's a bastard and you were used.

"Get. in. the. car." He said through his teeth. My better judgement told me not to but it was late and I could barely see my phone to call anyone so I got into the car. when I got in I couldn't help but notice how it smelled like him. yummy vanilla mist. but I didn't recognize this car ... Must be new. I thought. As if hearing my thoughts he said,

"Yea it's new, got this escalade at- "

"You wanted to talk to me about something?" I snapped cutting him off, I didn't give a damn about how he bought his expensive car. I could feel him smirking now and it annoyed the hell out of me. "Are you going to speak or naw?" I said angrily. my ghetto accent coming out.

"Oh V your a loooong way from New Jersey, this is complete new territory. new city,new food ,new people to screw."

"Be careful your bitch might hear you and come here and fuck you up." I singsong.

"The point is... you've moved on. But you can run and you can hide but I will find you! Didn't i?" Now I was scared because what happened in New Jersey is not to be spoken of... it's where I met him anyway. all I could do was stare at him. He was beautiful, he had gray eyes that sparkled and angular face with the lining of a light mustache. in other words he was pure sexiness and it made me hate him even more.

"Cat got your tongue because we're here..." I looked outside the large polished silver gate to the city that was my college : Blackman College "Oh and Vada i'll be around for awhile... just for you"

"Bye... asshole." was all I could choke out without bursting to tears in front of him as I got out of his car. I was facing away from him about to head inside before 12am curfew when he said

"By the way Vada... you look VERY sexy tonight. you've grown and forget what I said about the boob job any bigger and they'll pop out your tiny lace bra." My head popped up but I didn't turn around.

"Yea you should really look at the faces of the people you dance with." and with that I heard the engine start again and him drive off.

.....................5 MINS LATER..................

I ran inside and went straight to my dorm to lie down. I decided to take a shower after a couple of minutes because right now all I smelled of was tears ,sweaty booze and him.

When I got out the shower, I was attacked my Carol my best friend,

"WHAT THE HELL VADA HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME THERE LIKE THAT?!?!?"

I winced at the yelling and strangled Carols mouth with my pillow and pushed her on the bed. our dorm advisor Candy was really nice as long as you behaved and told her if you were going to leave. Something tells me she wouldn't be too happy with us sneaking out and especially to go to a club and get drunk while were under age. Carol being a doughnut must have forgotten she sleeps next door and these walls are thin.

"CAROL IM SORRY I LEFT YOU IN THE BATHROOM WHILE I DRESSED FOR A LONG PERIOD IF TIME. I SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN PLAYING SO MYCH AND LOCKED YOU IN. LETS GO TO BED." I stomped across the room and turned off the lights. I ran over to the bed and jumped on it two times.

"Nice save" Carol whispered as she fell on the floor giggling.

"Shut up will you" I snapped at her.

"What's wrong Vada?!?"

With tears in my eyes I replied, "Aiden is back."