A drunken note for my Online hero
It's probably a depressing surprise for all of you names here and I don't want that, I don't want you guys to feel sad or depressed, I mean it's not like you know me. Anyway what I want to say is that I hope you keep going. For me you guys were like my second family. Don't get me wrong my actual family is amazing, I have driven and genius sisters, a father who almost kill's himself with overtime just to get me the Tesco lemon cheesecake I live, and a mother who sews
And does my hair despite her crappy long hours at work with people in the NHS who don't deserve her. Despite all this good in my life i still feel like shit, food doesn't taste as good and Color's don't seem as vibrant as they did before. The thing is, that I don't recognise my old child self because I don't know or remember her,
I've seen pictures and heard stories but I don't know this girl
And that scares
Me
