Having a New Body

CHAPTER 5: CHILDHOOD

BELIZE P.O.V

as i stepped a footsteps in the balcon where the evergreen garden located, i realized i am still holding the dessert spoon as i walk-out in the Banquet hall.

"it's really frustrating," i mumble without hesitation as i thrown-away the golden dessert spoon.

why i have to make a mistake infront of the crown prince when all i do was eating and why did i have to ran next with the duke? and commit a crime by stepping on his foot.

"i'm doomed! how will i face them? if my death flag are started from now on." i didn't careful in my every action.

i am down to earth tonight as i star gazed from the sky with brightest stars. it's disappointing as i sat down from a marble two stair-key and suddenly my tears began to fall.

i can't even figure out, why i become emotional all of a sudden? if it is because of my soul or the body of Belize? but i never been a crybaby in my previous life, so i am confident i'm not that hurt  maybe it was Belize's ego why i am feeling like crying tonight. so i will take advantage from this moment when i hide my face from my toes.

"I'm sorry," i sincerely apolized in advanced within Belize body even she can't her my words.

*sniffed*

"is it yours?" some timid voice i heard ponting at me when i look up, i saw an amber-haired, tall guy with eye are greenish as citrine stone.

i saw him stunned after out eyes meet and become cautious while holding the spoon i already thrown-away. why he picked it up? "i saw you th----" i gave him a glares then he cut-off his words.

"don't picked it anymore!"i warned him, as i stood up and get the spoon back from his hands because it's such a waste of time, picking the things had already been thrown, it make me really upset to see it once more when it's also the reason why i got into huge trouble so i let it thrown-away for the second time.

'it was further away than the first thrown.'

after throwing away the desert spoon and a sudden realization who it might be him? he looks like a pervert, since his the first one who approach me here in balcon and saw me crying. i don't know what his up into?so it's better i should head back home than stay longer here in the doomed palace.

"Beli---"i become pale when he held my wrist hand to stop me from turning around and in a glimpse of an eye i didn't resist myself to kick his manhood.

"A-argh, i-it's hurts belize..." he groaned from pain while his posture was kneeling like a knight.

i got panic when his about to say my named, so my mind become mentally block to defend myself from him. did he knew me from the start? what's his trying to do to me?"w-what are you?anyway who are you? what do you want from me, by the way you should stay away from me!" i asked hysterically.

"h-have you gone insane? I'm Nelson, your childhood." this time he became serious without traces of  timidness.

"H-huh?" i stunned as i realized who is him.

'Oh my god! Captain Knight Nelson Carribean!' it's really him, i did not recognized him at first glance since i am not sure when i'm dealing with my ego rightnow and since my memory became vivid when they're much different from seeing Closely than a novel i once read.

"Lize, don't play tricks on me after you kicked me!"he began complaining referring from what i've done.

"oh no! what should i do when i really can't recall you?!" i acted like i'm the true victim here.

"What?" he don't believe what i'm sputtering.

"don't you know? i got unconcious in the past 2 days, so i can't really recalled my past." i just make an excuse since you would eventually betrayed me after several days of meeting the heroine.

the best way to distance myself to you, from now on is to become stranger with you. so just go along with me nelson which means let's become friendship over.

"do you want me to knock you out?!" he sound pissed-off this time, i didn't know he had this some personality as Male lead when his being Timid infront of the Heroine.

"Even you want me to knock-out, i won't still want to remember you." i really don't have idea why i said those words, it looks like i'm being harsh on him and then i saw his eyes became dreadful.