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I wrote this some three months ago. Posted this with some modification. Hope you like it.

Shiva and Raavi were happily married now.
After disha left at the engagement they got engaged. And after some days they got married again. They were happy with each other. Trying to live these new found feelings.

Days passed and now Dhara was 6 months pregnant and so Gautam would always be with her as the doctors had said that she needs bed rest.

Shiva and dev were handling store. With the help of kaka. As always dev was not so efficient and that is why all the responsibilities were on shiva. he used to go to other cities also. So he got extremely busy sometimes. He would go early in the morning and come late at night. He barely got any time to talk with Raavi.

Raavi also was alot busy. She had to take care of Dhara and also would do all the house chores. She used to get so much tired. but seeing her bhoothnath she forgot everything. She always tried to talk with him where there was time. but he being really tired would answer her with only "hmmm , nahi , achha".

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As the days passed she got really upset. He had not spoken to her more than a few line from a week. She felt like crying. It felt like he was avoiding her. That he is angry about something she did. She had those horrifying thoughts in her mind. What if history repeat itself.

One day he came home very late and tired. He got to know about some issues regarding the supply. And it was because of that Tamatar seth. He was so so furious that he will burst at anyone he sees now. Raavi was already waiting for him so that she can serve him food. As she saw she stood up and told him to freshen up and that she will bring the food but he did not feel like eating. His mood was already spoiled.

"Nahi Raavi bhook nahi hai", he clearly refused.

" aise kaise nahi hai , mujhe pata hai tune kuchh nahi khaya hai. Tuze bohot bhuk lagi hogi", She tried to convince him.

"Nahi khana hai raavi."

"Are par kyu? Dekh Shiva kuchh kha le Tujhse bhook control nahi hoti mujhe pata hai."

"Maine kaha na ek baar nahi khana. Samajh main nahi aata. Nahi khana mujhe " , he screamed at her and left the room.

Raavi's tears instantly made its way to her chick. She was tired of this now. For her it was as if she never deserved a happy married life. Not being able to hold herself back she went to terrace. Tears were continously coming from her eyes. She was silently crying. Her mind was clouded with many thoughts. She tried to rememberof there was something she had done which could make him so furious. And if this could lead him to this behavior. Even the thought was very scary for her. She had been thinking about this from past two days. She was confident he would not leave her but somewhere she was scared. All the past memories that were no less than thorn piercing your skin were coming back to her. She sat there hugging her knees. Her mind was clouded with many thoughts. She sat there hugging her knees. Continuously sobbing.

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Shiva came in the room after a while. His mind was little clear now. He did not find raavi there . He thought she would be in kitchen. He went there but she was not there too. Now he was little scared. Where would she go at this late at night. He thought to check on terrace if she was there by any chance. he had to find her. What a fool he was to scream at her for no reason. She was his phoolkumari after all.

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