Friends with benefits ( Jimin snapchat )

His eyes

(Jun's pov)

His eyes are all I see in my dreams is his face . the sparkle i see in his eyes i know he will leave me one day but all i wish is for him to stay happy and healthy . I know I will miss him...

Jimin

Why do you look at me like that....

June

Because all i can do is stare i am afraid to fuck it up as much as i love you i know i would hurt you and thats the last thing i could do seeing you was a happy mistake

Jimin

I love you... but I can't be with you. you make me happier than you think but i love my job and I can't let them down.

June

You ... love me?

Jimin

I do but....

June

I fell for you the minute you looked at me with the look in your eyes.

Jimin

June I care about you but I can't be here for you when I am on tour. All I can do is hope you are okay and that you are not hurt ..

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He left my room and all I did was stare as much as it hurt. I knew I couldn't make him stay . I got to let him go.the next morning I walked to work. I walked into the art studio and I painted his eyes. I can't get over him. I miss him, his lips, his smile, the sparkle in his eyes. I realized how much I want to live but I wish I had someone like him when I was younger my parents neglected me. everything could have been different with less sadness . I don't remember my childhood much. Like my mind is hiding all those memories to protect myself . After my father left I was full of anger .The door opened and I turned to see Jimin staring at me . How did he find me ??