well....this isn't really a story but just my feelings and my thoughts and the things that flows through my head on a daily basis. Things that I can't explain to people. Also I feel like they won't understand so......yeah......
This book is about fe...
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December 14 2021, Tuesday 1:40 am
Dread. The everlasting feeling of dread hasn't left me in a few days, I'm Scared, I'm so fucking scared.
There's a couple weeks left until my results. Idk if I did good. my whole life depends on it. If I fail what am I gonna do?
Oh god what am I gonna do? What? I can't disappoint my family. No I can't. what if I do really bad? What am I gonna do then? What's gonna happen to me? My family won't do any thing ik but.....the disappointment?
If I don't do good I'll die, idk about anything else. Idc about what people will say to me but I will die.
I will never let myself feel the joy of anything. Idk what to do. It feels like I'm under water, there's a pressure on my chest. It hurts so fucking bad. This anxiety is killing me.
