Im Lee heart im 18 years old and live with my whore of a mom every day she has a new guy over to have sex with then after shes done with him she beats me tell me im a slut and i kill my brother. then she lets her boy toy have his way with me then she leave to find her next sex toy while i go sneak out to my dealer and get some thing that takes me to neverland and dont bring me back for days ...Ecstasy.. thats is my excape from mother and lukes deaths not to mention my best and only friends suicide that happed not only 4 months ago hes the only one that understood me he knew my pain i knew his. we were in love until i found him hung in his bed room closet with a NOTE FOR ME SAYING THIS ' LEE IM SORRY I HAD TO DO THIS TO YOU BUT I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE THE PAIN GOT TO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE. TAKE MY NECKLESS FROM MY TOP DRAWER AND NEVER TAKE IT OFF ILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU MY LOVE I WILL SEE YOU SOONER THAN YOU THINK GOODBYE LOVE RYAN ' I cry everytime ithink off seeing his body there but i dont let them get to far beacse mother runs in the room in her boy toys shirt " get up bitch and strip your new daddy wants to see what mama gave you " then some random dude who looked like he was in his 20s is still haven took off my closths then i felt my cheek string "said string hoe or ill beat you into a coma" i looked at her and laughed mosted times i get high at night with the ecstasy but i took it before she got home from her man hunt so im just laughing my ass off because idont care right now i dont feel nothing she doing to me and i know shes pissed " you know what lee im going to shower when i come back you better be ready for him , lets go hun." he gave me that rapest smile they always do. but i know what ima do ima run i've been dealing with this for 9 years and 4 years when she started leting guys rape me sometimes they just touch me or make me touch them but im gone now im already in the woods and then i hear a growl from behind me . " hello ? whose there ..." there was another growl and the it jumped on me and bit my stomcah i scream and i hear twigs snap around me and i see 3 people standing around me before i black out
