Beep. Beep. Beep.
I look around scared, not sure where I am I start to panick and try to squirm but I'm strapped to a gourney in a hospital, the prison hospital. I remember what happened and I slam my head back into my pillow, I'd call for someone if it wasn't for the huge feeding tube down my throat, I look around anxiously to take in my situation, I'm attached to a IV and to a ventilator, a machine is keeping my heart rate I have tubes stuck in my sides and am strapped to a bed. I take a deep breath trying to calm myself I look down at my body and sudenly the pain hits me in waves. I have bruises and lacerations everywhere and stichs like you wouldn't believe. I'm attached to atleast three IV's and it looks like one has a blood bag on it. "Huh! Yo-your awake!" A lady yells, I turn my head to see her just before she goes racing off. A few seconds later a bunch of nurses and a doctor comes in and start checking my vitals the doctor looks at me shocked "How are you awake?" I give him a look and he shook his head and removed the feeding tube "I DON"T KNOW!! I'VE BEEN OUT WHO KNOWS HOW LONG!!!" I try to scream at him but it comes out weak and hoarse. He nods quickly before sitting next to me and telling me everything that happened to me, I nod and let him know I remember "Well you came in with intense internel bleeding and you were in a coma, we thought you were a vegetable. At the moment we're all shocked." I nod "Ok so unattach me and let me go." He looks upset before saying sadly "The only thing keeping you alive at this moment are these machines. Your rib cage collapsed and one pirced your heart so until you have time to heal you'll stay here and recover attached to all these machines, and we also have to do surgerie to fix your heart." I stare at him shocked "You're fucking me!?" He shakes his head sadly.
I nod slowly bitting my my once pierced lip...
Well hell. "So how long t'ill I get better..." The doctor shrugs kinda looking nervous "We thought you would never wake up so were not really sure but if I was to estimate a year atleast." I nod and they all leave. I stare at the ceilling wondering if I'll ever actually heal or if I'm just going to die. I bet it would be better if I died, no one would cry well maybe Jewl would be upset but ya know bad shit happens.
I bet if I bit my tounge hard enough I would bleed to death..."Uh...babe?" I turn my head just enough to see the one girl I tod to never think of me again. "The fuck are you doing here?" I snarl at Jasmine my ex girl with my baby girl she smiles softly her blonde curls silouhetting her heart shaped face blue eyes as bright as ever. "They called and said you were badly hurt.." Her eyes are watering and have bags under them and that's when I see the girl on her hip, she's small with blonde hair and green eyes a perfect heart birth mark on her neck, my daughter.
I look at the kid and I stop hating the machines, these mother fuckers better keep me alive for that kid!
