Teach Me, Touch Me! - JinKook

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He rushed out and went to his car. After he carefully placed his painting in the back seat, he immediately positioned himself in the front seat and started the engine. 

Then drove away from his place and headed to Jin's house, maybe this is the last time.

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Jungkook got out of his car and took the painting carefully, then walked towards Jin's house. But, within a few seconds, his footsteps stopped. His eyes fell on one car that parked in front of the house. He was just silent, he knew the car belonged to Taehyung. So right now the couple was together inside.

Jungkook took a deep breath and slowly tried to walk again. Now, he was right in front of Jin's door. Then he thought again, is this the right time to meet Jin? But if not today, then he would never see him again, since tomorrow he had to fly to Sydney.

He tried to muster up his courage and would still meet Jin today. If his arrival is accepted then that's good, so he can say good-bye. But if the worst thing is that he is kicked, then he will also accept it, even if it is hard. His intention, he just wanted to say goodbye to the person he loves.

He raised and clenched his fists, ready to knock on the door in front of him. But suddenly he was startled by a voice from inside the house. Like the sound of someone crashing behind the door.

He lowered back his fist. And slowly he walked back. He approached the glass window beside the door, and peeked at it.

Two people who were kissing behind the door, who accidentally made a noise behind the door in the house. Jungkook, stunned. Without realizing it his tears slowly trickled down his cheeks. He was trying his best not to cry anymore. But, today the tears just came out. He couldn't hold it anymore. What was in front of him now scratched the hurt in his heart again.

He immediately averted his gaze. And walk back slowly. Then he ran out of the house carrying the painting and the letter he had prepared. He walked over to his car. But before going inside, he placed the painting and the letter next to the trash can. He thought, it would be stupid if he was still determined to give it to someone who had completely forgotten him. It's fucking useless, he thought.

After he got into his car, he was still crying. His heart was broken, again. He doesn't care about this separation anymore. He could no longer say goodbye.

He started his car engine and immediately left the place. He thought, maybe this was the end that was destined for him. When he first saw Jin at school in an unexpected way, seeing him in an empty room with someone. Now, he had to end it the same way.

***

Meanwhile inside Jin's house..

"Aaarghhh stop!!"

Jin tried to push Taehyung who was still trying to hug and kiss him.

"I said stop, Taehyung!!"

After Jin shouted, Taehyung just let him go.

"Why?? You don't love me anymore?"

"I'm not feeling well, Tae! I'm not in the mood to do that. Can you understand my condition? I need rest.."

Jin who was standing behind the front door walked away, and headed to his room. While Taehyung, who previously tried to kiss while pushing Jin to the door, made a loud noise. He just wanted to vent his lust tonight, but it turned out that his fiancé's didn't want to obey him.

"Jin-ah!!!" Taehyung shouted for Jin who had gone to his room while closing the door loudly.

"Jin!!! Open the door!" He tried to bang on the door, but Jin still wouldn't open it.

"Okay.. I'm sorry.. I-- I just want to kiss you, I miss you Jin"

"My head hurts, Tae. I need rest. You better go home"

"No, I'm not going home until you forgive me. We're getting married in a few weeks, I don't want us to fight"

Then Taehyung was surprised because his words made Jin finally open the door.

"I forgive you. Now, you can go home," said Jin in a firm tone.

"What? You really kicked me out??! Jin, really! I'm your future husband, how could I leave you alone when you're sick like this"

"You know I'm sick, but why do you keep forcing me to satisfy your fucking sexual desire!! You're selfish, Taehyung! Now, I'm asking you to go home if you want me to stay married to you!"

Jin again closed the door to his room with a bang, and climbed into his bed feeling uneasy. With his current unhealthy condition, he felt that today was very tiring, both mentally and physically. He is far from fine.

"Alright if that's what you want, I'll do it. But remember, our marriage is just around the corner so you have to stay healthy. I don't want you to be weak like this"

Taehyung left his place and took his car key which were lying on the table. Then he went out and immediately left Jin alone at house.

While in the room, Jin slowly started to cry. His head getting heavier made him dizzy. Lately, his condition is not good. He often thinks about other things.

Taehyung was back in his life, already by his side, but he felt happy only at the beginning when Taehyung proposed to him. After that his happiness even slowly began to decline. Even though they relationship is back together, he feels that this is not what it used to be.

In the last few days he had felt like there was an emptiness in his life. It's like a piece is missing. Does Jungkook's absence affect him? Yes, it can't be denied that he's been thinking about Jungkook lately. It would be hypocritical if he didn't admit it. He completely lost. But he just trying to hold it in and hide it. That thought also affected his health condition. He misses Jungkook so much, but doesn't know what to do because he is getting married soon.

"Was my decision right?"

In the silence of the night, and with conditions that are not fine at all, Jin questioned himself.

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Note: Maybe this story is almost over. Should I end this with Taejin? is it possible for this story be better if I finish it with a sad ending? 🙃😉