Soldier's Broken Love

3.

One Month Later.

"You don't even pay attentiom to me! It's like I'm not even here. See, you're not listening to me!" Amanda yelled at her husband who was sitting on the chair his hand covering his eyes.

"You won't even look at me." Amanda's voice went gentle but it was painful.

"We don't even say I love you to each other anymore. The only time I can get your attention is by literally jumping onto your dick and fucking you!" Amanda's hands were violently thrashing around the air as if it was going to prove her point more.

"Will you say something, for God's sake!" Troy was getting tired of hearing Amanda screaming at him, he was at the edge of snapping at her. And he didn't want her to see what he was like when he had lost his temper. It's violent and can end with Amanda getting hurt.

He wouldn't want to hurt his wife. Never again after what he did to her that day. He raped the woman who loves him to the moon and back but he was angry, he was taught something that wasn't supposed to be used against his wife.

"Do not feel fear or guilt when facing your problems." His captain once said every time they woke up and getting ready for war.

Troy looked up at his angry wife, who was pouring out insults and words that he wasn't listening to.

"I'm sorry."

"And you-- wait what?" Amanda placed her hands on her hips. "You're sorry!?" Amanda's eyebrows furrowed.

Is that all he has to say after everything!? Amanda thought.

"I'm sorry for hurting you that night." He said louder, now there was a silence in the room that made Amanda feel uncomfortable and nervous.

"I-I said it's fine. We don't have to bring it up." Amanda crossed her arms and rubbed her forearms with her palms.

"I raped you." Troy bent forward and placed his head in his hands.

Every since that night, Troy can't get it out of his head. Never has he ever hurt a woman and he plans not to again.

Amanda cleared her throat. "I said it's fine." Her voice was more serious and it was obvious she didn't want to talk about it.

For nights she would cry herself to sleep, yes it may be her husband but that doesn't make any different. It's rape. It hurt her emotionally and physicaly.

"I've never hurt you in my life. And then I fuck up! So stupid!" Troy yelled as he slammed his fists into his head.

Amanda quickly grabbed onto his wrists and stopped him from hurting himself. "Stop. Don't do that to yourself Troy."

Troy wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her body ontop of him. Amanda fell ontop of his hard body, her legs on either side of his own pair.

Her core had landed straight onto his bulge.

"I'm so sorry." His head rested on her chest as she comforted him.

Amanda's heart broken once she saw how upset he looked.

But then it was all too quickly for Amanda to see.

There was a loud banging on the door that had Troy high and alert, he threw his body ontop of Amanda to protect her as he covered her head.

Horrifying flashbacks of the murder, the blood, the cries, the screams of pain, the torture filled Troy's mind.

Day 213.

Troy held his gun tightly, his eyes scanning everywhere. The trees espically since thats where the enemies will hide.

He had stepped on a twig which had snapped in half. The sound had caught a lot of attention in the silent forest and gunshots were hired.