One More Drink

Hangover.

I woke up with a major headache but forget about that My name's Lance I'm twenty four and I guess I'm what people call an alcoholic I started drinking when I was thirteen yeah I know. My dad decided that a week after taking care of me it would be fun to put me up for adoption fucking asshole.

I get off my mattress and I automatically land on the floor, fuck it was worse than I thought it would be. I get a note of my surroundings and I see a bunch of red cups and a huge ass mess in my house. My house is a one floor which I share with the beautiful Katie. Anyways I shouldn't have had a party last night . On my left is Katie passed out without a top or bra on. I walk over to wake her.

She jumps up and her face expression goes blank "What the hell happened last night?" She said while covering her beautiful breasts. yeah it sounds weird but she really is beautiful and my member seems to agree with me "We partied too hard" I say while fetching a bottle of water and chucking it towards her probably not a good idea though "Listen ive been meaning to talk to you about something" shit now im worried "About?"

"Not now later when we eat dinner" and with that she walks to the bathroom "oh and clean the living room I cleaned it last time" She yells over the shower water.

Oh fuck I wonder what she looks like in there. I bet she looks beautiful. Ugh I need to get over this little crush I got and focus on my boyfriend. I'm currently taken by the great and terrible Christofer He is a sex god but at the same time a total dick.

Katie was the one that introduced us kind of funny really I want Katie but I got him. I start picking up the cups from the living room, Speak of the devil Christofer is calling me. I've been meaning to tell him I don't want to be with him anymore I just don't know how to say it but I don't feel happy with him so I'm going to tell him anyways.

"Hey babe" his voice echo's through the room "Hey , listen I need to talk to you about something why don't you come over in an hour?" The line goes silent for a minute "Yeah babe I'll be there" he replies. "Okay see you then bye" "Love you" "love you too bye"

The line goes dead dammit he knows I want to break up with him oh well. I finish picking up the cups and then I vaccum for like ten minutes. I wait in my depressing ass room for Katie to get out damn I wonder why she takes so long.

So I decide to get up and knock on the door but before I even get the chance to knock on the door I hear sounds of soft moans coming from inside she's kind of also moaning my name Oh fuck. Shes doing those beautiful noises because of me, Damn my member is going crazy just by hearing those soft moans.

I leave the area and immediately lock myself in my room. Control yourself you were probably hearing things she does not want you she wants her girlfriend. I hear the bathroom door open and I basically lunge in it because I didn't want her to see my problem and im in serious need of fixing it.

I shut myself in the bathroom and pull out the lube. I noticed it was used so I'm assuming it was Katie. I pull my pants down rub the lube on and start jerking myself off roughly to the sounds of her moans in my head and in a matter of seconds I'm already done. I take a shower and I decide that I would wear some sweatpants with my Asking Alexandria tee with my black toms. Sometimes I would dress nice but today is that day where I want to feel comfortable.

I decide to leave my red hair alone instead of styling it, I put eyeliner on and a black beanie with a pentagram on it. I decided to head out to the supermarket to buy some food for later on. I was crossing sections when I bumped into someone "Shit im sorry I didnt see you there" I apologized "Its okay by the way I'm Alex" she replied  "Im Lance nice to meet you Alex" I smile and take note of her apearance. Wow shes beautiful she has long blonde hair and a shitload of make-up on her face not judging it looks amazing on her shes wearing a pierce the veil shirt ripped jeans and toms my kinda girl "Wanna hang out sometime love" I blurted out without thinking "Yeah I'm down give me your phone ill put my number in it" I hand her my phone and she puts her number in it, we wave goodbyes and I continue food shopping. When I get home I find a very sad Christofer on my porch. Tear stains on his cheeks and his eyes bloodshot red like he just smoked. "Babe? Are you okay ? What's wrong?" He looks at me and smiles "My mom just passed away but its okay I got you"

He barely manages to say half of that sentence. Damn now I can't break up with him. I know I'm selfish sometimes and only think about me but its how I feel. When my mom passed I couldn't even talk or do anything. She passed exactly when I was born. Like when she gave birth to me it was automatic death which sucks because now I don't know what its like to have parents so I wouldn't understand.

"Come in babe I'll make you some coco just how you like it" I walk him into the house and he lays on my plain white sofa and starts sobbing "Can you just give me a bottle of jack Daniels please ?"

"You can have some but your already high I'm not letting you drink a Jack too" He sighs and says okay. I reach out and give him some Jack he likes to drink a couple shots. That's a little to me I drink the whole bottle. He's the druggie and I'm the alcohol freak. Perfect couple I know.

Katie walks in and damn does she look hot. I'm assuming she's going somewhere important because she looks breathtaking. She's wearing a black dress with small high heels and her hair is straightened and looks amazing, her make-up is so dark and cute did I just say cute? Okay never again. But anyways she needs to stop dressing like this or im not going to be able contain my self and just fuck her.

"Hey Christofer what's wrong?" She sits next to him and starts comforting him. If she can comfort him so easily then they should be together not me and him. "Where are you going Katie?" I say to kill the awkward silence "I'm going to see my girlfriend for a little I'll be back by nine thirty and we can cook dinner and talk about stuff" She gives Christofer a long hug then waves goodbye and heads out.

"What did you have to talk to me about?" Christofer says, "I don't want to be with you anymore" I whisper but he still manages to hear me "Okay then asshole after all I've done for you your going to dump me! And on the day my mother dies!" He barks back. I stay quiet. "Answer me you shit!" He shouts louder. He gets closer to me and punches me in the face I wince at the pain and he grabs me by my hair and slams me against the floor. I curl up into a ball and get ready for the rest of the hits coming. He did this to me a lot and I let him I was defenseless he kicked my ribs harder and harder it felt like I could barely breathe "please stop" I manage to choke out "Stop? fuck you Lance your a little shit anyways thats why I fucked oliver in your bed" he said while giving my ribs another go for what felt like years, then he stops and exits the house.

Oh fuck he's finally gone I'm finally done with this bullshit relationship forever thank god, I immediately start sobbing at how much pain he really put me through I get up and a shot of pain hits my ribs, fuck He probably broke them I still need to get up I can't  let Katie find me like this. When I finally manage to get up I get the bottle of jack and head to my room  I look for the razor in my room.

Not to mention but I self harm a lot. I take the razor and roughly glide it against my skin. I keep doing this until I don't really feel anything anymore. Katie of course does not know about my self harm and Christofers abuse and i'm not planning on telling her either.

I layed down and drank my life away until everything went black.

A/N: Alrighty so I dont know how this story is going to work out but im trying and ik its not as grammer perfect as you want it to be so sorry anyways I hope you enjoy? and keep reading? sorry that the chapters are short btw