Chapter 16: Realization

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It was then I realized everything German and I had done, we had done for a reason. German took Ben and Emma because I planned on taking them to Spain. I now understand that..we were both thinking about ourselves and not about Ben and Emma. What sort of parents are we?

German can see them when-ever he wants too..providing he doesn't take them out of school. I won't keep him out of their lives.

I hope one day we do get back together, although not being together at this moment in time.. it feels right in a way..we are getting on so well. Although..yesterday was the day I realized I can't be without him..my emotions are feelings are so mixed up. I was ready..so ready but then my nerves got the better of me. I was too scared.

Plus I should be thinking about the little girl i'm carrying..there's not long to go now.

Only 3 weeks..

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Sorry for a short and rubbish chapter, I promise to update again..

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