𝐵𝓁𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 - 𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙪

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓕𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽

The next day Ej went to Ashyln's house and apologized for lying about where he was.

"One thing I don't understand is, what was with that Mia girl? You have told me multiple times you were an only child, you can't just suddenly have a sister out of nowhere."
"I lied about that too. She isn't my sister.. I just didn't want you to know who she was."

"What?!!"

"I'm sorry—"

"No Ej, I knew it. I knew you would cheat on me with some perfect girl and leave me all alone heartbroken and sad." I said.

"Gina, that's not wha–" he says with a shocked look.

"I knew it since I had that dream. I knew it was a sign not to be with you. That's why I hesitated, Ej. I knew you would do something like this. You were a shit person then, and you are a shit person now. This was a horrible thing to do. But that's what you do, isn't it? Make some shit mistake and expect someone to just forgive you. Like when you took Nini's phone, stalked her, and deleted her voicemails? You are a controlling freak, and ever so ungrateful. I could have been your girlfriend. I could have been your girlfriend. But no. That wasn't enough, was it? You go and get some other girl because you 'lost patience'? You wanted me then, or you wanted me never, right? Well I guess it's never then. I will never date a backstabbing dick like you. A dick who declined duke because it wasn't good enough. I would die to be in that school, and you got in with a flick of a finger. It wasn't good enough though, just like I'm not good enough for you either. One day, that girl you are seeing won't be good enough for you either, will she? So leave. Go as far away as possible. Really, I want you to. You are an ungrateful scumbag."

"Gina, she's a childhood friend, who was helping plan OUR anniversary." I just froze at his words. I regretted every word I said, but I knew I could never take it back. "But I will just be an ungrateful scumbag and leave, because that's what you want, right? Well then good for you."

"Ej, wait—"

He slams the door in my face. I sat on the couch holding back tears. A single tear turned to many. I just pushed a person who loved me away. Everytime he walked in a room he lit it up. He was smart, talented, loyal, funny, and the love of my life. All of that, gone, just because I opened my big mouth and assumed.

Ej's POV

I walked out of Ashlyn's house and got into my car. I drove all the way to Mia's house. I opened the door to her house and walked inside.

"Oh hey Ej, whats up–" Mia said.

"Just wanted to say thank you for helping with the anniversary. But, I don't think we are dating, or ever will be." I said as I walked out and shut the door

"What, Ej–" She opened the door and walked to my car

"What do you mean 'won't ever be'?"

"She told me she knew I would cheat and that she saw it coming. She thought I cheated on her with you."

"Okay, I'm really sorry, but you're acting like it's my fault, and we both know damn well it isn't."

"I don't know, maybe because it could be? If you didn't look like the whore you are, maybe she wouldn't have assumed I was cheating."

"HEY! YOU ASK ME TO PUT UP WITH YOUR BULLSHIT AND HELP YOU, EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVEN'T TALKED TO ME FOR YEARS. ALL YOU WANTED ME FOR WAS HELP, NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE MY 'FRIEND'. YOU DRAGGED ME INTO THIS, EJ. YOU DESERVED TO BE CALLED UNGRATEFUL, BECAUSE YOU ARE!!! EJ, THIS IS WHY SHE LEFT YOU. NO, SHE DIDN'T EVEN GET A CHANCE TO LEAVE YOU, BECAUSE YOU LEFT FIRST! GOD, DOESN'T THAT PROVE HOW UNGRATFUL AND SHITTY YOU ARE? IT'S DESTINY THAT SHE LEFT YOU, EJ." She went to go back inside and turned around and gave me a hard smack in the face, "AND DON'T YOU DARE CRITICIZE ME ABOUT MY STYLE BECAUSE ITS WAYYY BETTER THAN YOURS!!"

Maybe I deserved it. Afterall, I'm the only person to blame for this. I shouldn't have snapped at Gina or Mia, but I did. I sat in my car with a swelling cheek. I took a deep breath and tried to pick myself up mentally. I drove back to my house and called Ashylnn. Maybe her words of advice could help me out of this horrible situation I put myself in.