By The Lake(Discontinued)

Chapter 5

Bro. . . I'm straight-

I don't know why I felt so hurt by that one sentence, aren't I straight too-? Yes-?? No-?! I don't know.. why did I get so upset. It's not like I like him, we've been friends for at least 4 years now. But I just don't know. I don't know anything anymore. After we just both went to bed. . .

I sat there, for at least 45 minutes. I just felt so empty by that one sentence. But whatever, I just decided to fall asleep, but when it was like 4:30AM. I was so tired and upset the next day, I didn't want to do anything. We where planning on going back to that park, and we did, but I just sat on the bench the whole time watching Bokuto and Konoha enjoy their time. It's good to see them enjoy their time at least...

"Agashii, come in the water with meee." Bokuto said sadly.

"No thank you, I'm fine, uh.. I don't really like getting wet haha.."

"Akaashi-!" Bokuto said worriedly. "You have dark circles under your eyes!" 😥 He used his thumb and touched the creases under my eyes. I blushed a bit. "Did you not get enough sleep last night?!"

"Bokuto, please I'm fine, go play with Konoha."

"NO!🤬 you look tired and Konoha kept splashing water in my eyes anyway. Your health matters more Kaashi."

"..."

I grabbed his hand and took it off my face.

"Bokuto, I'm fine, I swear. Please stop worrying about me, your own health is more important."

". . ."

". . ."

"YO BOKUTO"

"Gah- What Konoha-?!"

"COME BACK IN THE WATER I CAUGHT A FREAKING FISH!"

"WOA REALLY?!" The boy ran away from akaashi, leaving him on the bench, alone.
. . .

Haha, . . .
I just sat there the rest of the time. Watching him play and splashing water everywhere. At one point I'm pretty sure I dozed off a little and got woken up by some little kid asking me if I was ok, sweet little kid. . .

Then, one by one, they both left. I noticed Bokuto looked upset. I felt bad , I thought I caused him to look so sad. God, I'm just garbage-.

((How did this get so depressing so quick 😭))

The next day at school, Bokuto-san tried making me happier, cause he noticed I was a lot more "sad" than usual.

"Bokuto-san why do you keep giving me peppermints every five minutes-?" I asked him, it was weird he kept giving me them.

"It's just one of the ways I'm trying to make you happy." He said with a big smile, like I said, that smile could make anyone happy again, and it kinda made me smile a little.

"Then what's some of the other ways-?" I said, I kinda wanted to know.

Then out of nowhere he just hugged me, it was a nice warm hug, I kinda needed that..

"A hug :D" he finally said. I almost started tearing up, I don't know why. I swear I love him so much. Just wish he wasn't straight like he said..

"..."

((HAHA I MADE IT SHORT CAUSE YES 😍 I HATE MYSELF FOR MAKING THIS SO SAD ÀAAAAAAAAÆĀÅÁÄÃHG))