selfish ~ zach herron

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it was new year's eve, me, zach, the boys, and some of their friends decided to go to a night club because we didn't feel like throwing a big party.

"babe are you ready to go?" zach asked from the other room.

"just a minute" i yelled. i walked out wearing a black mini skirt, black lace bracelet and white heels. as soon as zach saw me, his face immediately lit up and he got up so fast.

"holy shit you look so hot" he walked over to me and looked up and down, observing all the beauty. he pulled me in for a kiss. i pulled away for a second, realizing how lucky i was. i put my hands on his cheeks and and pulled him to kiss him longer, that lasted for a good minute. he was touching all over my body, feeling all of my curves. we heard knocking at the front door and he quickly pulled away. i was a little confused why he pulled away so fast and didn't even say anything and just walked away.

"hey!" zach yelled cheerfully as soon as he opened the door and saw everyone. he had one friend that he never introduced me to. it was a girl. she had long blonde hair, perfect body, extremely pretty. i saw them talking and i decided to introduce myself cause he probably wasn't going to.

"hey, i'm y/n. i don't think we've met yet" i said smiling.

"omg hi! i heard so much about you ! it's so nice meeting you! my name is Kay" she said hugging me. i saw zach's face and he wasn't smiling at all. when she pulled back, he smiling again. i was so confused and i was honestly a little hurt.

"whose ready to go?!" jack yelled. we all cheered and started to leave. they all left and zach was right behind kay, leaving me alone. i tried to think nothing of it because they were just friends, at least i thought. i grabbed my purse and walked out.

~ 20 minutes later ~

we all hopped out of the car and went inside. the boys went over to the bar and their friends, zach walked in with kay, and i, of course, walked in by myself. i was regretting my decision of coming. knowing that the boys and zach were all busy with their friends, i walked around and found a sit and i sat alone and watched everyone have fun, no one noticed that i wasn't around them. i felt like crying but i just stayed on my phone most of the time.

~another 20 - 30 minutes~
Jack noticed that was alone and came and sat with me.

"are you okay?" he asked. i shook my head. "where's zach?"  i looked around and he was on the floor with kay, dancing.

"he's over there" i nodded my head to his direction. jack looked over and his face changed completely. he was in complete shock.

"y/n-" before he could ever get a word out i quickly ran to bathroom before i bursted into tears. my heart felt like it just shattered. i couldn't believe what i saw. i locked myself in stall and cried silently, makeup running down my face. i heard the door open and i stopped immediately. i tried cleaning my face and i opened the stall a little bit so i can see who it was. it was kay. she saw me peek.

"oh, y/n!" she looked so happy and drunk. i walked out of the stall and acted like nothing happened.

"hey!" i acted happy. knowing that she's around zach and i'm not makes me feel unwanted by him.

"omg y/n, your friend zach is such a good kisser" she laughed and continued to fix her makeup. i froze and looked at her. i couldn't think straight.

"what?" i asked. my heart sank.

"i know" she laughed again. i just walked out. i walked past jack and he grabbed my arm.

"hey hey where are you going?" he asked, confused.

"i'm leaving" i said and pulled my arm and he let go. i made eye contact with zach then i continued to leave. i finally made it out and i started walking home, crying.

"y/n!" zach yelled to get my attention. i didn't look back and just kept walking. he catched up to me and grabbed my arm to stop me.

"what the fuck zach. can you tell me what you were doing with kay tonight?" i asked, i was so heartbroken but i had so much anger in me. he looked at me confused.

"y/n, what are you talking about?" he asked.

"don't you dare say that, you know EXACTLY what you did. you have a new girlfriend, congrats!" i said sarcastically. i tried walking away but he grabbed my arm.

"i wouldn't never do that to you, i promised" he said.

"well you broke your promise again. you never changed and you won't ever change. this is the SECOND time you hurt me zach and it's the last time. i shouldn't of stayed here for 2 years. those 2 years were fucking hell" i yelled. zach didn't cry one tear, meaning i meant nothing. i walked away, hoping he would apologize or something. but he walked back. i just called an uber and went home.

~20 minutes later~

i walked in the door and immediately went to the bedroom and got my suitcase and started packing my things. i couldn't stop crying, realizing he was my everything and i was his nothing. i should of learnerd from the first time. i sat on the bed, covering my face with my hands. i decided to look up kay on instagram. her page was filled with pictures of her and zach. apparently they've been doing this for the last 6 months. i threw my phone on the bed and zipped up my suit case and left. i got in the same uber and went to hotel, spending new year's eve alone.