Pride and Prejudice - Chaelisa Edition

Chapter 11

When the ladies removed after dinner, Roseanne ran up to her sister, and seeing her well guarded from cold, attended her into the drawingroom, where she was welcomed by her two friends with many professions of pleasure; and Roseanne had never seen them so agreeable as they were during the hour which passed before the ladies appeared. Their powers of conversation were considerable. They could describe an entertainment with accuracy, relate an anecdote with humour, and laugh at their acquaintance with spirit.

But when the ladies entered, Jennie was no longer the first object; Ms. Kim Miyeon's eyes were instantly turned toward Manoban, and she had something to say to her before she had advanced many steps. She addressed herself to Miss Park, with a polite congratulation; Mr. Hurst also made her a slight bow, and said he was "very glad;" but diffuseness and warmth remained for Kim's salutation. She was full of joy and attention. The first half-hour was spent in piling up the fire, lest she should suffer from the change of room; and she removed at her desire to the other side of the fireplace, that she might be further from the door. She then sat down by her, and talked scarcely to anyone else. Roseanne, at work in the opposite corner, saw it all with great delight.

When tea was over, Mr. Hurst reminded his sister-in-law of the card-table-but in vain. She had obtained private intelligence that Miss Manoban did not wish for cards; and Mr. Hurst soon found even his open petition rejected. She assured him that no one intended to play, and the silence of the whole party on the subject seemed to justify her. Mr. Hurst had therefore nothing to do, but to stretch himself on one of the sofas and go to sleep. Manoban took up a book; Ms. Kim Miyeon did the same; and Mrs. Minnie Hurst, principally occupied in playing with her bracelets and rings, joined now and then in her sister's conversation with Miss Park.

Ms. Kim Miyeon's attention was quite as much engaged in watching Miss Manoban's progress through her book, as in reading her own; and she was perpetually either making some inquiry, or looking at her page. She could not win her, however, to any conversation; she merely answered her question, and read on. At length, quite exhausted by the attempt to be amused with her own book, which she had only chosen because it was the second volume of hers, she gave a great yawn and said, "How pleasant it is to spend an evening in this way! I declare after all there is no enjoyment like reading! How much sooner one tires of anything than of a book! When I have a house of my own, I shall be miserable if I have not an excellent library."

No one made any reply. She then yawned again, threw aside her book, and cast her eyes round the room in quest for some amusement; when hearing her sister mentioning a ball to Miss Park, she turned suddenly towards her and said: "By the bye, Jisoo, are you really serious in meditating a dance at Netherfield? I would advise you, before you determine on it, to consult the wishes of the present party; I am much mistaken if there are not some among us to whom a ball would be rather a punishment than a pleasure."

"If you mean Manoban," cried her sister, "she may go to bed, if she chooses, before it begins-but as for the ball, it is quite a settled thing; and as soon as Nicholls has made white soup enough, I shall send round my cards."

"I should like balls infinitely better," she replied, "if they were carried on in a different manner; but there is something insufferably tedious in the usual process of such a meeting. It would surely be much more rational if conversation instead of dancing were made the order of the day."

"Much more rational, my dear Miyeon, I dare say, but it would not be near so much like a ball."

Ms. Kim Miyeon made no answer, and soon afterwards she got up and walked about the room. Her figure was elegant, and she walked well; but Manoban, at whom it was all aimed, was still inflexibly studious. In the desperation of her feelings, she resolved on one effort more, and, turning to Roseanne, said: "Miss Rosé Park, let me persuade you to follow my example, and take a turn about the room. I assure you it is very refreshing after sitting so long in one attitude."

Roseanne was surprised, but agreed to it immediately. Ms. Kim Miyeon succeeded no less in the real object of her civility; Miss Manoban looked up. She was as much awake to the novelty of attention in that quarter as Roseanne herself could be, and unconsciously closed her book. She was directly invited to join their party, but she declined it, observing that she could imagine but two motives for their choosing to walk up and down the room together, with either of which motives her joining them would interfere. "What could she mean? She was dying to know what could be her meaning?"-and asked Roseanne whether she could at all understand her?

"Not at all," was her answer; "but depend upon it, she means to be severe on us, and our surest way of disappointing her will be to ask nothing about it."

Ms. Kim Miyeon, however, was incapable of disappointing Miss Manoban in anything, and persevered therefore in requiring an explanation of her two motives.

"I have not the smallest objection to explaining them," said she, as soon as she allowed her to speak. "You either choose this method of passing the evening because you are in each other's confidence, and have secret affairs to discuss, or because you are conscious that your figures appear to the greatest advantage in walking; if the first, I would be completely in your way, and if the second, I can admire you much better as I sit by the fire."

"Oh! shocking!" cried Ms. Kim Miyeon. "I never heard anything so abominable. How shall we punish her for such a speech?"

"Nothing so easy, if you have but the inclination," said Roseanne. "We can all plague and punish one another. Tease her-laugh at her. Intimate as you are, you must know how it is to be done."

"But upon my honour, I do not. I do assure you that my intimacy has not yet taught me that. Tease calmness of manner and presence of mind! No, no-feel he may defy us there. And as to laughter, we will not expose ourselves, if you please, by attempting to laugh without a subject. Miss Manoban may hug herself."

"Miss Manoban is not to be laughed at!" cried Roseanne. "That is an uncommon advantage, and uncommon I hope it will continue, for it would be a great loss to me to have many such acquaintances. I dearly love a laugh."

"Ms. Kim Miyeon," said she, "has given me more credit than can be. The wisest and the best of woman -nay, the wisest and best of their actions- may be rendered ridiculous by a person whose first object in life is a joke."

"Certainly," replied Roseanne-"there are such people, but I hope I am not one of them. I hope I never ridicule what is wise and good. Follies and nonsense, whims and inconsistencies, do divert me, I own, and I laugh at them whenever I can. But these, I suppose, are precisely what you are without."

"Perhaps that is not possible for anyone. But it has been the study of my life to avoid those weaknesses which often expose a strong understanding to ridicule."

"Such as vanity and pride."

"Yes, vanity is a weakness indeed. But pride-where there is a real superiority of mind, pride will be always under good regulation." Roseanne turned away to hide a smile.

"Your examination of Miss Manoban is over, I presume," said Ms. Kim Miyeon; "and pray what is the result?"

"I am perfectly convinced by it that Miss Manoban has no defect. She owns it herself without disguise."

"No," said Manoban, "I have made no such pretension. I have faults enough, but they are not, I hope, of understanding. My temper I dare not vouch for. It is, I believe, too little yielding-certainly too little for the convenience of the world. I cannot forget the follies and vices of other so soon as I ought, nor their offenses against myself. My feelings are not puffed about with every attempt to move them. My temper would perhaps be called resentful. My good opinion once lost, is lost forever."

"That is a failing indeed!" cried Roseanne. "Implacable resentment is a shade in a character. But you have chosen your fault well. I really cannot laugh at it. You are safe from me."

"There is, I believe, in every disposition a tendency to some particular evil-a natural defect, which not even the best education can overcome."

"And your defect is to hate everybody."

"And yours," she replied with a smile, "is willfully to misunderstand them."

"Do let us have a little music," cried Ms. Kim Miyeon, tired of a conversation in which she had no share. "Minnie, you will not mind my waking Mr. Hurst?"

Her sister had not the smallest objection, and the pianoforte was opened; and Manoban, after a few moments' recollection, was not sorry for it. She began to feel the danger of paying Roseanne too much attention.