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chapter one

I remember that night like a black spot in my memory, I try to take it off my mind put it in a place where it will never find it's way back, but every night it knows to manage itself to crawl back into my thoughts.

To make me relive that pain
To make sure I won't ever forget

The questions never stopped asking
The eyes never stopped looking
The rumours never stopped spreading
The fear inside me never left me.

I wished I had died instead of having a terrorized mind the rest of my useless life.

I was so lost in thought I couldn't hear my therapist calling my name.

Amber can you hear me..

The blonde woman asks..

I heard you I was just lost in my own thoughts, I said with my eyes closed.

My name is Eliana and am your therapist, she introduce herself too me, with a huge smile.

I know I replied harshly, she knows too well that I was force to come to this pit hole.

She is seriously getting on my nerves with all does pity expression she is give me.

I know you don't want to be here neither do want too relate with anyone, but believe me it's not going too do you any good, Elaina said calmly regarding my manner towards her.

You don't know what is good or bad for me you aren't my mother...

So just leave me the hell alone... I said with annoyance all over me.

I was shock at my words, since have been through that hell, have been nothing but a bitch who does give a fuck about anyone, being rude, disrespectful and... So lonely.

I was always a good girl, mummy puppy..

Dad little princess..

But that got me nowhere..

Amber..

Eliana drew me out of my hell

I know am not your mother, neither do I know what is good or bad for you, but there is one thing am certain about.

Which is I said brutally..

That you want too let it all out, you want someone you can share your sorrow with, a shoulder you can lean on..

I know you want too tell someone why you are being so apathetic

Am I right Amber..

I know deep down that everything she said was right, this is not me am not the merry Amber anymore.

Yes...yes I want too let it out ok

It hurts so much..

Baby girl it okay, stop cry..

I didn't realize I was in tears

Am here now too share that pain with you, but the only way too do that is if you let me, by telling me, Elaina said with a huge smile, as she move close to give me a hug.

Ok Amber, his face did you see it Elaina ask..

His

No..

It face..

Why address him as it

It doesn't deserve to be address as a human.

I never saw it.

Two months ago ( flashback)....

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