I Will be Your Batgirl if You be my Supergirl

Death of my first love

That afternoon after the chaos of trying to figure out practice I'm sitting at home going through my drawers. I'm texting Karen and Dravon.

After a while I just set my phone down. I don't look at it for awhile until I've cleaned out half the drawers. I see I have a text from Panda.

I look at it and it's a long paragraph explaining how she doesn't love me and can't love anybody. Also that I shouldn't take it out on myself like I usually do as she knows.

Now I knew this was going to happen sooner or later especially because I had already wanted to and told her. But she gave me a bear and a card. I as well gave her a bear and a card but I also gave her my favorite candies.

Now normally I wouldn't be upset about that but she knew she was going to break up with me before. She even asked my best friend, her ex.

But anyways, after I read that I couldn't help but let a few tears slip. I couldn't cry because my door was open and the walls are thin. So I sucked it up and finished cleaning everything.

I kept myself busy for about 3 more hours but by then there was nothing left. I had already told about 3 friends about it and one of them just was trying to call me.

When I answered after the fourth ring I was crying and wishing I had my scissors but I had left them at dads house. So I sat in my empty closet crying because I knew nobody could here me.

She was the only one who could stop me from crying and put a smile on my face. Not even my crush who can cheer me up even if I'm pissed off at him.