I won't deny it, last night that sex with the surrogate that mum hired to carry my heir was the best sex I ever had.
And never experience even with my wife Y/N.
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I was three weeks pregnant when Chriz Unnie brought me to see the doctor. And yes, it is Jungkook's child since Jimin and I never slept again when he started sleeping with his surrogate. The next day, after I discovered my pregnancy, I decided to sign the divorce papers for my marriage with Jimin. I let my lawyer work for it and left Korea with only Chriz Unnie knows. So I don't have any idea if Jimin signed the papers or not.
I flew to England alone and secretly asked my parents to come and meet me. I told them what happened to mine and Jimin's marriage and everything. They are my parents, no matter what I've done. Even if I'm a bad person now, they are still my parents, the first people on earth who will understand and support me without any doubt. I know they will not leave my side, whatever happens.
I thought I was strong enough to face my decision alone, to divorce and leave Jimin alone, but I was wrong. He is always on my mind. I never stop thinking of him. I never stopped loving him.
I miss him so much.
I am trying to be strong and healthy for my child, so that I will deliver the baby strong and healthy too. I eat healthy foods my mum serves me, I drink healthy drinks and I never skip taking the vitamins that my doctor prescribed for me. I also do my regular exercise, which my doctor said. Mum always brings me for walks to get fresh air, spends time in the park or at the beach to see the sunsets, and goes shopping for my baby's needs.
Everything I do, everywhere I go, is all with my parents.
My parents are the best parents for a miserable daughter like me.
My parents were with me the whole day. They know what I'm doing, they know how to make me smile and happy, but all of that happens only in the daytime.
They don't know I'm miserable at night.
I cry and cry at night because of loneliness. I'm unable to sleep at night because my mind won't let me stop thinking.
My body is very active during the day, but my brain is dead at night.
VERY DEAD...
Every morning when I wake up, I keep telling myself to fight the loneliness for my baby. I think that it's my destiny to not be with Jimin till the end but to be with an angel from above. I still thank God for giving me a husband who loved me as he loved himself, a husband who treated me like a princess, a husband who treasured me more than his wealth, a husband who loved me so much but cheated in the end. I blamed myself for how we are now. I blamed myself for making my marriage a mess as a result of our separation.
I bet I've done something not good in my past life and now it's payback time.
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A/N: Thank you for all the support guys but it's sad to say that the next chapter I will update next, will be the last one. Thank you everyone. 💜💜💜
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