I went out of class and then to my room I lay down on my bed and take a cigarette. while laying on the bed and smoking it gave me a good vibe I looked at the clock it showed me that I have to go eat dinner. I smoked my cigarette and went to the hall I took my plate and sat at the table again alone. I wasn't sad about it I just knew I need to survive here to get out of here. The girl who broke up with'' that boy'' came to me and sit next to me. I looked at her. ''you look hurt'' I told her in a cold voice. ''You already know who was that'' And yes I knew it was him and of course, he came into the hall he sit with his friends and we made eye contact. I whispered to the girl ''Can I throw a knife at him?'' she looked at me ''Sure but I will not pay for your funeral'' I make a little laugh and then he gave me a death stare. Then one girl came to us and put a girl's head on the plate of food and laughed. I was enough with this I take out my knife and put it on her neck ''If you gonna do that ever again you will be dead'' I looked at her and then I put my knife in my pocket. At the start she looked scared but then she start laughing ''I knew she is too scared to kill someone'' I was done with her and punch her in the face everyone was looking at us like we were in the movie. She fall on the ground and her nose was bleeding ''you're a whore and you will regret this'' she took out a small knife and tried to stab me but I had a fast reflex so in a one moment I stabbed her in the arm and then she bled and everyone looked at me then her boyfriend came. ''You bitch you will regret this!'' He took a knife and we fought I was on the floor bleeding but then he stabbed me in my stomach and I stabbed in his leg he was on my knees he tried to stab me in the heart but then the girl who I sit with she took her plate and hit him many times to his head and he slept on the ground. Everyone looked at us I tried to get up and the girl helped me get up we went slowly to my room and I fall on the floor she helped me get up and I sit on the bed bleeding. ''Thanks..'' I whispered. ''Let me help you'' she took a first aid kit and bandaged it in stabbed places. ''Next time don't make that big mess because they bully me'' The girl looked at me. I ignored her warning. ''What's your name? Why do you even help me?'' ''Because you saved me that night when I broke up with him and you didn't let them bully me. And my name is Anna." She looked at me. "And what is your name?'' "My name is Y/N,'' I whispered. ''Okay, Y/N rest and don't move much" Anna smiled and left the room. Again I took out my cigarette and start smoking I sit on a bed and watch out the window there was a dark forest and stars. I decided to drink wine so I could felt asleep. I took a wine glass and smoked and drank some wine. When I drank a half bottle of wine I was sleepy but I had one thing in my head. Why did they put wine in my room? I was too tired and went to sleep. I slept and then woke up from some nightmare. I looked at the timer it showed 3 am I felt so weird everything was so dizzy and blurred. I went to the balcony where I usually go there was a stair I almost felt but I went there somehow. Then I saw a guy I couldn't see what kind of guy it is but only one was in my mind. I fell asleep on the floor on the balcony.
His Pov: Again her? And now she is even drunk and sleepy. I smoked thinking about how I'm gonna kill people what the headmaster tells me to do it. Maybe I should wake her up? Or throw her out of the balcony. Eh... That's no fun no screaming no being scared it's like dead already but just breathing. "Wake up?" She just nodded "mhm'' I tried to wake her up again. Now she broke her bottle. Oh, wait that's the wine that I put in her room. It was a wine with drugs. Smiled it looked so funny how she try to do something but she can't. With my hand, I take off her hair from her face. She had that cute face poor girl has to die so young age.'' Ouch!''I screamed That whore stabbed in my arm! I punch her in the face "You will die this time'' I punch her with my leg "Die!'' "Die!'' I screamed "Stop!'' Someone came on the balcony Ah that was my ex-girlfriend "Stop it Right NOW!" She had a gun and was pointing it at me. ''Shoot me!'' I screamed. Yes, I knew she can't shoot me she can't even be in this school with the personality that she has. I laughed what a scared girl she thinks I'm scared? ''I'm gonna shoot!" she looked at me ''do it... Shoot me'' I looked at her even if she would shoot me. I batter be dead than in this hell. I came closer to her and took a gun from her. ''Go to sleep there isn't anything of your business '' I said calmly. I went to the balcony side and took out a cigarette. She was just standing there and the other girl sleep on the ground bleeding. In one moment I felt someone was standing next to me with a bleeding bottle pointing at me. "oh you woke up'' I looked at her she looked mad and tired at the same time. I thought I'm gonna fall from the balcony because she was closer to me and tried to stab me but why did she just stand there and not stab me? My ex-girlfriend looked at us "Y/N? Are you okay?'' So her name was Y/N. "Yeah Y/N you gonna stab me or just stand there?'' I looked at her.
Y/N pov: I looked at him something in my mind tell me to stab him but it gave me bad memories I were on my apartment balcony and my aunt was pointing me a gun "Stab him or you both die" With tears in my eyes I stabbed him, my boyfriend.. while I am in my memories Annie tried to get me back to reality "Y/N? Are you okay?'' And that yerk was asking me if I'm gonna stab him. My all body hurts because of this yerk. My mind says, again and again, stab him kill him KILL HIM! "STAB HIM!'' I screamed and tried to stab him but I was too tired to be as fast as he was and he took my bottle out of my hand. ''I will let you live in this time so go to sleep" He told me while pushing me to the ground and leaving. Annie went next to me and asked if I was okay. "Yeah, I am'' While telling that to her everything went blurry and then dark black.
